u'Re gOnE..aWaY fRm mY LiFe..

2004-06-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

hahaha..cant help it..sing suen f0rced me!! haha..n0lar..als0 part of i wan t0 make a c0meback de! hahahah!! kk lar..sing suen bet that this entry w0uld be full 0f whining..n0 d0ubt!! =Pp.

i hate him..childish b*stard..like i will ever regret anything..uh..n0 way..haha..wh0 cares ab0ut him..haha..dun like him1 le wor! haha..n0w must name my crushes numbers de..l0ls! him1 ish last time tt 0ne l0rhs. him2 ish current de! =Pp. f0und 0ut wh0 him2 likes. sh0 0mg l0rhs. he can like any0ne but n0t HER 0k! just cant be her! *s0bs* sh0 depressed l0rhs..even cried..nv cry when i knew about him1 liking HER..but h0w c0me n0w..n0e i`m stupid larhs kk..but..i juz cant help by shedding tears`!! haish. saw him1 and 2 l0rhs. l0ls. dun really care ab0ut him1 larhs. m0re of him2 l0rhs. at the lvl 2 there..haha..lazy to type lei..but pr0mised sing suen le..hahaha..

i t0t ab0ut what`s g0nna happen at the end 0f the year. we`re all g0nna g0 diff class. dun really wan t0th abt it, but cant help but t0 thk abt it. haiz! g0nna miss every 2c`er..*s0bs*

i`m stressed up!!! term 3 sux..new subjects n all..new chers..m0re hmwork..new t0pics..i`m really g0ing MAD!!!! help!! the m0re stressed up i get..thk i cant even get int0 3a l0rhs`!! haiz!! i wanna cry le larhs! c0s 0f the bl0ody stress chers give..

dass t0ld us ab0ut the subjects c0mbinati0n. i wanted ge0g elective, but 3a dun have! *s0bs* left with hist0ry and literature..dun really like b0th..b0th sux..b0th d0 equally the same..s0..real c0nfused right n0w..ltr make wr0ng decision..

0h yahs. went fer the emp0werment sessi0n 0n sunday. it rawked! =))))))))) feel s0 much m0re emp0wered n0w. i lurve akltg! =D saw janice t0o. still the same yahs? didnt see andric and calista th0ugh.. me and janice were the 0nly v0dkas..at least after that emp0werment sessi0n, i feel m0re m0tivated t0 g0 0n! made s0me new fwens fr0m the 0ther batch t0os! =D

uh 0h. thk i`m really 0bsessed widd pynk n0w. i never ever th0ught that i`ll like this c0l0ur! g0shh! l0ls`! hp stuffs r all pynk lehx! 0mg! hahahahaha.. =D

0kay, thk i`ll end the entry le.. =D

2004-06-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

hey pe0ple! u see that msg at my tagb0ard? i`ve g0t n0 ch0ice but t0 restart my bl0g! l0ls! haha. later then i blog. =Pp

2004-03-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

yeah! i'm finally back frm the superteens camp!!!!!!! IT RAWKS!!!!!!! made tons of frenz..!!!!! JANICE! CALISTA! YI HUI!(MUAHAHAHA), TIMOTHY, MICHAEL, RICKIE!!!!! YAY! VODKA! WE RAWK! hahahaha..plus lots of people..joan, jean, colin, juliano, andric (reminds me of ryan), charles lots more!!!!!! group 6..which was "XIAO!" got this cool assisstant coach i tell u!!!!! he is joel!!! omg! he is sooo damn cool tell ya..so shuai, so cool! dun like him lar but admire him for his shuai-ness and cool-ness lar! yay!!!! i m completely a changed person! YES! i believe i can do it, means i can!!!! THE GREATEST FAILURE IN LIFE IS NOT PARTICIPATING 100%! I'M NOT A FAILURE COS I PARTICIPATED 1OO%!!!! i could rmb the 30 and 20 word list!!!! history dates!!!! learning rawks!!!! i was WHINING to janice! yay! she is juz like any other frenz i hav! at least i WHINE to her!!! hahahaha!! JOEL RAWKS~! =P i really hav too much things to say..one sentence..THIS CAMP RAWKS! i'm going for advanced module with calista, janice and andric!!! yeah! and we're going to come back as assisstant coaches!!! YEAH!!!!!! CALISTA, RICKIE, U GUYS RAWK!!! HAHAHAHA I NOE I M TOTALLY MAD!!!!! BUT I REALLY LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE IN THIS CAMP!!!! MR ADAM KHOO FOR CHANGING MY LIFE, MR RAMESH FOR HIS DIRTY JOKES, CALISTA AND RICKIE FOR MORAL SUPPORT, JANICE, TIMOTHY, MICHAEL AND YI HUI FOR SUPPORT, FUN AND LAUGHTER! YAY! VODKA RAWKS TO THE END!

2004-03-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

sian..so went to take these quizes..hahaha..

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2004-03-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

haiz, very sian lar these few days..like seldom see him n thn if i see, he also ignore me lor..only if i say hi thn he will reply or if se hao is there he will say lar..i wan to say leh..but thn words juz come out of my mouth..haiz
i really hate this girl from 3b..she blocked my view from seeing him..ok lar, not only for that particular reason i hate her larh..but thn she is a bi*ch lor..appearance, character..aiya bi*ch jiu correct le..last yr she keep staring at me..this year nxt to her again..argh..down on luck larh..managed to see him for a few times larh..but lucky all those times when i see him, he was smiling away! lol! so cute! hahaha..he was wearing nametag leh...still say dun hav nametag..aiya nvm larh..=P rushed up to 3rd floor..lol..saw him! heheheh..the 2d girls n guys very sickening de lorhs..bleah..dun feel like saying..who cares abt 2d, right?
hahaha anyway i'll tok abt after sch..stayed back for CIP for awhile..in the end didnt get any job done larh..hahaha..yay..today huiyi designed an anti-frog logo..hurray! no frogs! jeremy went to show it to the class..thn raynard got pissed n stormed out of the classroom and banged the door..he pissed with us n pity greg..pls lor..look at greg fucking character..he shd really go n reflect..raynard also..he was the one who started the ignoring gregory thingy but now he got pissed..haiz..anyway..jacq deisgned a class t-shirt! yay! so nice..devil..got horns..hahaha..cos 2c is horny..hahahaha..=P thn me, truddy, sing suen, melia went down..i went staff room..cos hav to put thgs in azlina's letter tray..lol..thn i come out of the staff room..truddy said he was there! omg..he was! he saw me leh..hahaha who cares..wat matters most is i saw him..hahahaha..thn he go inside staff room leh! why we nv walk slower..thn can see him on the way down and can even go inside with him together! argh! thn he went down..but thn we went another stairs..went canteen..saw him put his bag..lol..i purposely choose a place near him ok! but hu noes..he went to dawson! asked truddy n sing suen to go with me but thn they dun wan..argh..evrytime i wan to go dawson, they dun wan..when i dun wn to go..they wan..argh..
went up to band room..see see..thn go library..saw it was raining! shit lar..ltr he get caught in the rain! omg..hahahaha..so skinny ler cannot get sick lehx! omg..hahahaha..
thn suyuan say must teach junior..so i juz go lor..surprisingly i was quite patient larh..but thn FUCK! i hav to lend my instrument to tt malay girl..u noe she so fat..so clumsy..ltr spoil my shiny clarinet arh! stupid..use my MOUTHPIECE somemore ok..argh..FUCK..so pissed..thn ms lee came n tell me..ask me let her use my instrument until she finds alternative..i hope the alternative is to get that malay girl out of CLARINET SECTION!!!! argh..so pissed..! lucky she nv use my reed ar..or else I..argh! i even tried her instrument ok..omg..lucky ms lee use thn i use..duno whether she got AIDS anot..aiyo i so bad..but really lor..when jinghui they all try our instrument..they always take their own mouthpiece..now its like.i'm sharing the same mouthpiece..OMG..fuck. fuck. fuck.
haiz. sian..decided to go home..his bag not in canteen ler..sian..haiz..thn go home..took 145..saw darren..yeah..haiz. fuck.

2004-03-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

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2004-03-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

haiz, did i see enough for the last two days so today i shouldnt be seeing?
kinda sian leh, got thgs happen, thn got mood to blog..today..not much thgs..thn like so sian lor, dun feel like blogging..hahaha..but thn i saw him lar..thn wan to keep it in memory so juz blog lor..
assembly time..saw a little bit lar..pple blocking again..thn nv see liao..today he got p.e at 8.55..lucky not 9.30..hahahaha..ytd i freak out enuff liao..thn recess time..went for TAF..thn went to change at level 2..came out n drank water..knew that he will go up to level 4 to change..but thn i waited at water cooler for awhile..saw him liao thn i rush up..walking behind him..=P hahahah..sing suen n truddy cannot find me..
omg! so cute in p.e attire..went to drink water again..thn saw truddy n sing suen coming up..thn i ran to class to get my water bottle to fill water..so at least i hav a reason for standing there..so can see him! hahaha..went mad larh..can ask benjamin if u wan..thn i went to fill..fill halfway saw him coming out! lol..so happy~! hahahaha..today in class benjamin got sick larh..haiz..all bcos of myself, i influence him..hahahaha..benjamin very lame larh..say he is going to cry n thn force the tears out thking that i will believe him..bleah..
me, huiyi, truddy, sing suen, priscilla and liyun stayed back in sch for class tee design..went to canteen to eat first..but thn he not there..thn realised tt his class got remedial..lol..thn we wanted to go up class n do..thn liyun n huiyi went to get the class key..thn me, sing suen, truddy n priscilla went to bookshop..hahahaha thn we chatted with the auntie abt all kinds of thgs larh..all crap..lol! thn liyun n huiyi came down..hahahaha whopps we forgot abt it..lol!
thn we went to the canteen table n started to decide on the colours..lol..duno y..somehow i turned arnd thn i saw him leh! hahaha i got a shocked..nearly screamed..he went to buy drink..lol..i change my place..so can see him! but thn his back facing me..argh..thn i he turn back leh..i thk he saw me lor..hahaha..thn he turn back..haiz..so hard to decide on the colours leh..i even suggested asking michelle, jieping they all for ideas..lol..=P he walked pass the bookshop! omg..so near..tho it wasnt side by side..but its like..really near lor..lol..saw him buy another packet of drink..good!!!! must drink more..lol! thn he duno disappear to where liao..haiz..
thn me, liyun n truddy went home together..sian larh today..hahaha i got sherlin's, truddy's, weiliang's, winnie's and henry's nametag le..get a few more thn can put liao..currently still waiting for his, se hao's shuping's, jinghui's, junhao's and sinda's..lol..and theodore's!

2004-03-02T19:15:00.000+08:00

omg!!!!!!!! i can die from today's incident!!!!!!!! i am juz soooo happy!!!!!!!
today..went to borrow reader's digest again..frm michelle..he was not in the classroom..so no point staying on..lol..thn went up to class..thn bell rang..went down..didnt see him tho..
argh..today the 2nd row so slanted! cannot see him..felt so despo to see him..hahahaha..thn i was juz day-dreaming..mr lau so naggy! thn i juz looked towards his side thn i saw him! lol..so shocking leh! hahahaha..anyway..saw him for a few more times as mr lau keep talking until bell rang..lol..thn nv see him liao..
thn recess time..omg..his p.e and my TAF! omg..me n truddy freak out again..my hands turned cold! lucky i sat down before their class reached the parade square..i was wearing alexandra..omg..he too!!!! so happy~! i didnt dare to look back..and if i wanted to..i would hide and look! omg..argh! so cute! lucky we went outside to run..not around the parade square..or i will die!!!! 3d was outside too..lucky not his class! saw se hao and henry..lol..henry look so *toot* in p.e shirt and pants..=P thn after TAF went to get our clothes..saw them playing volleyball in the parade square! spotted him..so cute of cos can spot easily lar..! =P he play volley is really so cuteeeee leh..u shd hav seen it ok..omg! after changing..went to drink water and thn went up to class..i knew he would go to level 4 n change..cos level 2 no boys toilet! went to class, put my p.e clothes..thn when to water cooler with truddy to fill water bottle..thn he came!!!!! omg..!!! nearly screamed!!!! so cute leh!!!! =P i fill my bottle full liao, thn pour the water away again..cos i want to see him come out..i wan to see him in long pants!!!!!!
finally, after maths remedial..went down to canteen with truddy, sing suen, priscilla, huiyi and some others...put bags, bought food and eat..hahahaha..he wasnt there..*heart sinks* was eating halfway..looked up, thn saw him! omg..when did he come?! i went to shake truddy's leg..hahahaha..so funny leh my reaction xP thn he buy food..sat down n eat..thn we eat finish..put plate..argh..thn that stupid prsicilla suggested to go dawson..shit her..hav to go!!! i dun wan..haiz, but thn i juz go larh..went to the sweet shop n thn bought some stuffs..
walked back to sch..saw some pple playing at soccer field..omg...wearing long pants!!!! may be him!!!!! omg..screamed and started pulling huiyi to run with me..lol..! spotted him when i was near the school gate..!!! omg..!!!! so *shuai* and cuteeeee..=P they play soccer leh..hahahaha..i dun wan to look..juz try to look as much as i could lor..omg..he run so cute, so shuai..argh..cant stand it le larh!
thn we went toilet..ahahahah..sing suen was in the last toilet as usual n thn we went to the 2nd last cubicle n climbed up to look at her..hahahaha..we didnt really go n look lar..juz waving our hands frm above n playing..thn she scared, dun wan to come out..hahahaha..thn me, truddy n huiyi went out first..thn saw sing suen's crush...hahahaha..who ask her dun wan to come out..whopps..so bad..=X hahahaha...
thn truddy went up to band room..but i didnt wan to go up so fast..so i walked arnd..thn saw liyun..went to the long jump pit with her..i wanted to see him!!!! B boys started first..i was practically looking at the soccer pple rather than the long jump..hahahaha..couldnt find him!!!!! haiz..felt so sad...lol..thn i noticed tt he was at the long jump area! omg..in p.e attire somemore!!!!! omg..so shocked leh...i keep whining to huiyi..cant stand it larh! to *shuai* and cuteee ler..=P thn they started leh! he was the second...somemore alexandra so very fast his turn le..omg..ya, thn it was his turn..! he stood up..ran..thn jumped!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! u shd hav seen how he did the long jump..so damn bloody freaking CUTEEEEEEEE..totally CUTE..the way he run is soooo cute ok..and the way he jump..omg..TOTALLY C-U-T-E!!!!!!!!=P thn sing suen came..to look at hers..hahahaha..
thn i went back to canteen..since huiyi n liyun wanted to go..thn i went to alexandra board..started looking for his name..thn found it! omg..the name so nice! =P thn i saw his BIRTHDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg...i FINALLY NOE HIS BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! omg i so happy i keep grinning..!!!!!!! *ahem* but thn cannot tell u!!!! =P
thn i went up to band room..yar..so had band..practicising halfway thn ms lee gave us break..so went to drink water...thn me, pamela and sherlin play water..thn extra zhen an came along..we spit the water down..lol..zhen an keep making us luff..hahahaha..thn we spit at the tree leaves..hahahaha..fun larh..i keep luffing..like SIAO..hahahahah..=P
band finish le..fall in..thn fall out..went to find sing suen..saw her..with huiyi n priscilla too..thn i asked huiyi if got see him..she say GOT LEH..omg..!!!!!! anyway..we walked to canteen cos huiyi's and priscilla's bag was there..thn truddy saw him..OMG..looked carefully and it was him..omg..nearly freak! made huiyi n priscilla get their bags fast..sing suen too..hahahaha..her bag at bball court..so she went to get it while we walked slowly out of the sch gate..
omg..HE WAS THERE..i tot he going to another bus stop, so wanted to pull huiyi to go to that bus stop with me..but thn he nv..he go the cross overhead bridge the bus stop..so obviously, i walked that way too! =P hahahaha..i was so anxious! hahahaha..keep whining(obviously) and thankfully there was raynard..hahahaha..feel more secured with him sia..hahahah..at least can talk sick and thn i wont feel so anxious larh..
i asked se hao wat bus he taking..omg..139!!!! i freak..but thn i saw him..he nv go up the overhead bridge! thn i juz walk up lor..no choice..i felt kind of relieved larh..cos he wont be taking the same bus as me..tho i wan him to! thn i saw them forcing him to go up the overhead bridge leh..i thk se hao helping me lor..but u must understand me..i will freak out..TOTALLY..=X
thn jeremy came..he said that they were behind..omg..couldnt believe my ears and thn couldnt believe my eyes cos i saw them walking towards the bus stop! omg..thn i was so near him..i tried to act calm..by talking to huiyi..no used..tried talking sick to raynard..cant even create sick jokes! omg..and thn 111 came..benjamin left..51 came, truddy n raynard left..left me, huiyi, priscilla and sing suen..thn i saw se hao and henry bullying him leh...omg..he so skinny le..thn se hao n henry so fat..ltr..argh! thn duno y ar, he went to the front leh..=P thn 139 came..omg..dreaded moment..i was the first few to go up the bus..thn he waited me to go up ar..thn he go up leh..(same case like u, sing suen) anyway..was on the bus..no place to sit..if got place to sit better, can see him clearer! had to stand..my heart pounded so wildly..n my hands turned cold..huiyi said my hand was very cold! lol! i tried to remain calm by talking to huiyi..said he had sex appeal! hahahahaha..haiz..still as anxious..tried looking at him for a few times..thankfully he did not see me looking at him..*whew* he was stopping at the interchange leh..omg..same as me..! thn came to this stop where huyi n jeremy need to alight..omg..tot se hao n michelle wont alight but who noes, they alighted! he wanted to alight too, which made me feel relieved yet sad! lol! but thn se hao n jeremy stopped him! omg..! i was so shocked..its like..they very straightfoward leh..omg..so poor thg..get bullied!
anyway, below is a chat with me n jeremy..lol i m lazy to type out wat happened so the chat tells it all
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[19:08:11] soon will be crazy: haha
[19:11:18] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: ??
[19:11:28] soon will be crazy: he took out handphone to sms hor
[19:11:28] soon will be crazy: on the bus
[19:11:37] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: huh?!
[19:11:39] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: i didnt see!
[19:11:40] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: hahah
[19:11:46] soon will be crazy: lolz he sms se hao
[19:11:53] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: abt?
[19:11:58] soon will be crazy: abt being on the bus lar
[19:12:03] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: shit
[19:13:13] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: why he didnt go down in the end?
[19:13:26] soon will be crazy: he didnt alight at interchange meh
[19:13:30] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: ya he did
[19:13:37] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: but thn why not at the stop u alighted
[19:13:46] soon will be crazy: me and se hao help u lar duh
[19:13:48] soon will be crazy: push him
[19:13:49] soon will be crazy: lolz
[19:13:50] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: lol
[19:14:12] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: but thn why he nv go down..
[19:14:14] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: i mean
[19:14:27] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: u all force him, but thn he still can go down
after u all go down
[19:14:46] soon will be crazy: lolz se hao threatened to cut off his **** if he came down
[19:14:47] soon will be crazy: lolz
[19:14:52] soon will be crazy: then he just stay lar
[19:14:57] soon will be crazy: give u face lar hor
[19:15:22] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde, wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr FaiLs]`: omg
[19:15:29] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde, wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr FaiLs]`: but thn he noe se hao wont do it mar
[19:15:34] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde, wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: argh! cant stop asking
[19:15:39] soon will be crazy: lolz
[19:15:40] soon will be crazy: haha
[19:15:57] soon will be crazy: aiya if he stop there he got no bus home lorz
[19:16:06] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: haha
[19:16:12] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: but thn why before that he wan to stop there
[19:16:13] [[_x kAiYiNg x_]] iF u LooKed iNtO mY eYes N c wAtS iNsIde,
wLd u evEn caRe? [cAn tImE hEaL tHe pAiN?] LoVe nVr
FaiLs]`: hahaha
[19:17:02] soon will be crazy: lolz cos se hao say "eh dun drop arh.." then he purposely pretend only lar
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omg!!!! GIVING ME FACE..omg..argh..anyway after they left se hao n jeremy were grinning away..tho i'm kinda happy..its like..very obvious leh..haiz..thn i sat down..he was standing up at first..thn he sat down..
reached interchange..huimin, junhao and serene was there too..thn huimin n jun hao had to go cos they taking 167..thn i went to line up at 273 there with serene..he was hanging arnd the 16 and 851 area! my thking is so fixed man..din noe he could take 851 if 851 came first..argh! keep thking that he will be taking 16! hahahaha..silly me..i tried my best to look..i somehow calmed down liao..so luffed with serene..thn i saw 851 come..forget that he will be taking that bus..thn i tried looking out for him..but cannot find him..thn when 851 pass i saw that he was in the bus! omg..! he was sitting at the window..where i could see him! and he didnt even turn to look lor..omg! why nv turn..thn i can see! lol..=P
so sat on the bus home with serene..feeling happy..=P kept luffing..at least i could luff! and it was real..hahahaha..felt kind of relieved yet sad~! bleah..why must he go first?! lol, anyway today can be the third best of the best larh..lol..so far got 2 best of the best, now the 3rd one lor..hahaha..lol..=P

2004-03-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

omg..did i just say in my previous entry that i'm losing interest in him??? no no no...never will i! lol, in fact, i'm going crazier over him!
went to borrow reader's digest frm upper sec today..jieping dun hav, so hav to borrow frm michelle..asked her..she had..so she took it out..took the chance to look for him..but haiz, no use, he wasnt there.. thn henry came..asked him where is se hao..he say he was in canteen..thn i knew he was in canteen liao lor..anyways..assembly time..saw him soooo mani times..but thn few times got "obstacle" blocking larh..ah dass.. -_-" so extra..stand there..cannot see! have to see thru her v*g*n* leh..really! thankfully got jeremy to help..say wat..mrs dass, i cannot see..hahahah..thn she moved away! i can see le..xP lol..today..duno wats wrong with everyone..everyone was leaning back..including him of cos..so when i looked over it was one straight row..no extra heads popping out..thn suddenly he juz popped out! lol..gave me a fright! hahahaha and hey, his head is not extra hor! =D went up to class..didnt see him liao..lol..but kinda glad lar!
thn got p.e..hahahahah..p.e was so idiotic really..mr wee really A.P..ATTITUDE PROBLEM..like to say the girls..fuck..still go and hit truddy's breast..cheap sia..lol..hahahahahaha..thn got TAF..he dun hav p.e today..tmr!!! lol..after TAF went to change..bell rang..quickly buttoned up my shirt and without tucking in rushed out of the toilet and omg, he was juz nearby! nearly screamed..somemore dun hav anyone with me..can freak! so cute! =P so drank water and thn sing suen come out..went inside the toilet to tell truddy to take her time..lol..was waiting for michelle to giv her the reader's digest anyway..saw se hao..pestered him for nametag..and his nametag..but se hao say, he asked him but he say duno..argh..dun wan to giv me thn dun giv larh! lol..thn truddy came out..but he havent walk off..thn i go n "scold" her leh..lol..i am really mad..can go real crazee sometimes..lol..saw michelle, thn gave her the reader's digest..thn finally he left! so i could leave happily..knowing he was gone..=P while walking up the stairs..we saw truddy's..lol..she was talking halfway thn she stopped..lol..thn he go n splash water at us..hahahahaha..truddy, bet u r grinning when u read this..went back to class n me n truddy went wild..luffing, grinning, and saying "i'm so happy~!" sherwin saw how mad i was and looked at me blankly..lol! mood was so good n that A.P ms yap spoilt my mood..asked me to sit nxt to valerie..tho its nxt to valerie, its better than her asking me to sit with other ppl lor..but thn i juz feel so fucked up..
thn assembly..lol, not much things larh..since upper sec wont be there..=P was dismissed quite early n we girls wanted to go dawson again but thn decided not to..so went canteen and eat..
after eating, went to change into p.e shirt thn had to go to class liao, cos mr lance is there liao..lol..today, hmm..not much things relle happen larh..cos we haf to leave early for the Sports Heats..but found out that mr lance is really nice leh..haiz, feel so guilty, always luffing at him..and not only him, but other pple like henry..haiz..and thking that they're bad and nv know them enough..
thn all the pple involved in Sports Heats went down together..we went to the library to return the books we borrowed, thn went to canteen to put our bags..thn went to the field..
the C girls Discus had to go first, which means truddy and sing suen had to go..so sian..thn that valerie, duno go where..so laze arnd thn saw liwen..so talked to her..thn saw siew ting..talked to her also..thn i realised that he was walking towards the field..omg..he hanged arnd there fot awhile thn went behind the fence..omg..i freak out leh! cos the place he was standing was juz behind the place that i was going to throw the javelin! omg omg..thn truddy n sing suen was gone..duno who to whine to! thn he left..whew..i tot he wont be coming back..saw pamela thn asked her to make her nametag..so went bookshop together..saw him in the canteen..i went to throw smthg..bet he saw me lor but thn i didnt even LOOK to his direction..thn went to buy drinks..after that..went back to the field..
finally truddy finish her discus..she got 4th! lol..so i was crapping with truddy, jiahan, weiliang and james..he was soooo near ok..i was trying to act calm..but i couldnt..my heart juz cant stop pounding!!!! tried to calm myself down by playing with jiahan..thn jiahan noe hu is he liao..omg..he say he soooo skinny..thats worst than wat truddy say! feel so heartbroken leh..why must everyone insult him?! the more it got closer for us to throw the javelin the more anxious i felt..i could sense that he was looking at me went i was crapping with them..and i could sense that his fren was, too..
i keep whining..i really cannot control..i really felt like crying leh..the dreaded moment soon came..it was time for the pple who are throwing javelin to assemble..haiz..no choice..had to..he was there..looking at me..truddy was smiling..no use..the more she smiled the more scared i got..time flew by..soon it was dundee to line up to throw the javelin..he was so near..he was looking at me..i pretended not to see..and talked to truddy and others instead..finally..it was my turn..with sweat on my hands..i walked up to the javelin and took it..my heart pounding like mad..thking he was behind, looking at me..i walked with the javelin..reached the line and...and...and...I THREW. it stuck onto the ground but it was so near..turned arnd and didnt wan to look at him..went to truddy n the others..asked wat was his reaction..truddy told me his face was like "omg..she cant even throw a javelin" *cries* thn he left..duno whether he juz wanted to see me making a fool out of myself or wat..i kinda calmed down..and surprisingly..the two other tries, my javelin did not stick into the ground..and i guess it was like, when he was there, the javelin stuck into the ground, when he wasnt, it didnt..so u mean he was the one that made my first try successful?
finally, it ended..went to truddy n others n started crapping again..thn he came again..omg..at least i finished my event..but he was soo close to us leh, and i bet he could hear evrythg i say..but i dun giv a damn liaoz..really, the more i crapped with them, and the more i tot he would be listening to watever crap that i say, the more i realised that i was losing interest in him..its like i dun giv a fuck abt him anymore..
decided to wait awhile more before going home..keep seeing him..i dun wan..!!!! help..i can break down anytime..and i mean anytime..finally he went off..he went to the chin up corner..my eyes juz kept shifting to him..i duno y..was still crapping with them..thn eyes shifted to look for him again, but thn he wasnt there liaoz..omg! now i got anxious..started looking for him..asked truddy where was he n thankfully truddy saw him..he went to the participants' area..omg..it was a clearer view..haiz, now weiliang noe liao..but he duno who is it..haiz..thk i really hav to control myself..thn i keep looking..omg..he got sex appeal! hahahaha..i was practically luffing, whining and "crying"..he so *shuai*, so skinny..but somehow..juz thk that he is perfect..he is the one..and all..and haiz, this is wat i truly thk larh..
finally..decided to go home..and i duno y..he decided to go home also..i walked towards the sch gate..i was so near him..saw sing suen..and sing suen hinted me..hahaha..of cos i noe..hahahaha..weiliang and james wanted to buy drinks..but thn me n jiahan dun wan..so we go off first..they went off before us..he went different way as me..but thn i remembered tt i had to fetch my sis, and had to walk the way he was walking..so me n jiahan walked that way..thn i saw his fren cross the road while he carry on walking to the bus stop..thn i break down leh..i cried..thn jiahan crossed the road..said bye..carried on walking to the bus stop..thn saw him flagging a taxi..the taxi stopped..he walked towards it, hopped onto it..omg..so cuteeee..so shuai..thn the taxi drove past me..i saw him in it..but he didnt even look out of the window..haiz..must life be so unfair to me?

tImE cAn nEvEr hEaL tHe pAiN..

2004-02-29T16:34:00.000+08:00

lol, nothing to update today as u noe today is SUNDAY and there's nothing to update abt as my updates are all about him =P lol, decided to update abt results instead..got that idea after reading huiyi's blog..lol
TARGETS!!!!!! (better set lower targets..if i dun meet up to targets very sad de)
English- A
Math- A
Science- A
Chinese- A
History- B
Literature- A
H.E- A
Art- B

lol, and also, for the cross country next year!!!! must get top 100!!! lol..thn will get Swensens treat from jiahan!! lol..if he get top 100 i hav to treat him leh..so must start building up my stamina! lol..=P
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haiz..WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??!!
i duno wat the hell is happening to me..mood swings here n there..gets angry so easily..and i'm losing interest in him!!!! i dun wan!!!

2004-02-28T15:02:00.000+08:00

lol, didnt expect to see him today! but i did! lol..somemore see until very shuang wor..=P
had band today..yep, did footdrills till abt 9+..argh..actually i did not hav to do, cos that sacarstic junhao ar, say whats the use if i do drills but dun do pumping..fuck ar..thn ask me to fall in..so did drills lor..finally, drills ended thn went up to band room..went to change and saw scouts ppl at parade square..was looking for him..argh..cannot find!
went back to music room, truddy told me he was there! lol, rushed out, and, yes, he was there! had to go back to music rom fast, so couldnt see liao..=(
had 10 min break after blowing for quite some time..rushed out of the room straight away! went to look down at parade square..scouts was there! plus ncc, npcc, GUIDES and red cross.. started looking for him..spotted him within seconds! lol..=P went madddd..se hao came out, saw my reaction..lol..they were facing the flag..thn truddy wan to go toilet, so we went to the toilet at the end..(can see him clearer also!) gosh..sat there and looked at him thru those holes! but hey, i could see sooo well! so glad..=P found out that the toilet was lock, so must walk back again..awwww...he's so cuteeeee..lol..stood there with sherlin and pretend to chat while my main focus was on him! =P thn they got command to turn!!!! omg!!!! thn they were facing us...saw him so clearly!! so glad~! thn they turn back to original position again..argh! thn they hav to fall out..omg!!!!!!! he is juz soooo damn bloody freaking cuteeeeeee when he fall out ok!!!!!!!! u shd hav seen it!!!!! thn they walk off..he looked up!!!!!! omg...he saw me leh!!!!!!! =D
lol..after band got spring cleaning..fuck him..dun let us go..say will hav 50 pumpings..who cares..i relle wanted to walk off u noe..freak..diao lar..dec hoildays spring clean liao..somemore he so sacarstic..ask me go and roll on the floor...*bleah* i wanted to lor..anyway its the floor, many pple walk arnd..so can shoot him back..=P
finally finish liao, went inside music room..listened to cd that benjamin brought.. Addicted by Simple Plan..awwww..that song rocks too! altho i prefer Truly Madly Deeply by Savage Garden(it rawks!) and Where is The Love! but anyway, addicted's lyrics are really nice n meaningful wor, but raynard and benjamin like to make fun of it by changing to to sick lyrics! se hao ask me to let him listen..omg..i got nothing to say..make me smile only..! listened to Perfect also..thn benjamin change song..not nice de..i asked for Addcited!! yeah!!! it rawks=P "i'll run a thousand miles to get u"..sooo nice! lol..okay lar, those who hate this song or hate simple plan i'll stop..=P

2004-02-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

gosh! omg! so happy today..! but thn still cant believe some things..omg..
omg..!!!!!! today so lucky leh..went bell rang, went out of class, n while waiting for peeps..looked down and saw familiar figure and hair..lol..it was him! omg..argh..so cuteeeee! saw him after sitting down..he was talking to his fren and smiling! omg..his smile so *shuai* and cuteeee! argh..when my class go up, thn 3c will stand up..how i wish i 2e ar! omg..didnt get to see him after that..
recess time, TAF time. ended pretty early so went to canteen and change, walk arnd the canteen..thn went up to 2nd floor toilet..thn bell rang..went out of toilet..drank water..thn they all came out..saw henry n asked for his nametag..n he gave me..(lol that was for free..i didnt giv him my nametag) se hao told me he was at the back(lol, as usual) thn omg, he walked pass me without me knowing! haiz, too sad le lar..thn went back to class..=P cos got lit test and haf to study!
after school, walked down frm class with truddy, sing suen and huiyi..(or who else i left out?)..thn look to the left when i came down frm 3rd floor..saw henry, se hao..called me..thn omg..saw him!!!! outside 3A classroom!!! will he be waiting for..*ahem*?! kept whining to huiyi! omg! thn we walk to staff room..thn that truddy ar..left class diary in class! lol..i wanted to go up actually, but thn changed my mind cos he was walking towards staff room! he walk pass me again..but didnt say hi! lol..but i see him very happy liao!!! thn he, michelle and some other pple went to find teacher..thn i waited for truddy to come down..finally..she came down, and thanks truddy, ur timing was sooo right! when we walked up the slope, they came down the slope, truddy said hi, and he replied "hello bye bye" omg..so cute ok?! u shd hav heard how he said that! omg..its like so..he sooo cuteeee!!!!!! sing suen told me he heard me whining and said "wah lan eh"..omg..!!!!!!! sing suen nxt time dun tell me anything!!!!! (not really lar..=P..lol)
thn went to canteen, put bags and thn ate with truddy and sing suen..hahahaha..ate and joke and laughed..said wanted to ask timothy hwang for nametag! lol..thn went to bball court..i thk? while waking back, truddy saw him there! omg..whined again! u noe y i keep whining when i see him?! cos he juz tooooo cuteeee liao!!!! cant stand it!!! went back to canteen..thn duno do wat..(lol forget wat i do, only rmb when, where i see him..lol) saw his bag in the canteen..omg..when truddy said it she make me sooo tempted to open it! hahahahaha..thn we sat in canteen and tok..omg..my hands were so cold...i was wondering where he was!!!!!! thn they dun wan to go bball court..neither do i wan to go alone! thn we plan to go up to band room..lol, when truddy went in and saw hers..she went out of the room straight away! lol..her reaction was so funny..lol
went to the library, and xiangjun and jeraldine were on duty..got sec1s..thn xiangjun was "interviewing" them..lol..she ar, so disorganize, thankfully got me to help ar! jkjk..got a pair of twins, they so cute leh! yi chin as the elder and yi rong as the younger..lol...so cute! =P i go tell xiangjun i wan to tok to darren..thn she ar, go n call darren and tell him i got smthg to ask him leh..thn no choice lar, must ask..i ask if his mum teaches in Sparkletots..and he say yes, and i say, my sister is in that sch, and ur mum told me u were in qtss, and i ask wat class n name, thn i somehow figure it out..thn he say, oh, so u are quite good at figuring out huh? thn i say, nolar, i look at the year book all the sec2 express..thn saw ur name..he say, oh..hahahahaha..hey, actually he's quite a good-mannered and nice person leh..no wonder go 3A..went to tell jeraldine wat happen..thn she say he always smile..i din notice that, thn she go n say..make me luff and luff leh..thn when i went out of the library and come back again, jeraldine told me he ask her if i was crazee, cos i keep luffing..lol..and guess wat jeraldine said..she said when i see him i will luff..AHAHAHAHA..
found out they were in the soccer field after looking out of the library window..omg!!!! could recognise him despite the distance! omg..he play so *shuai* and sooo cuteeee!!!!!! keep looking at him!!!! thn they went off..thn i ran all the way down..but remembered my bag was at the bball court! shit..pretend to walk to the canteen..thn saw him drinking..omg!!!!! so..*hehes* cuteeeee!!!!! omg!!!! =P so happy~!
thn i went to bball court..was thking whether to go to my sister's sch anot..(celebrating her bday in sch today..as a sis i hav to go right?) time was running out..hav to make decision fast..in the end decided to go and asked truddy to send me out halfway..thn i went out..he playing! omg..i freak out..but didnt whine..in my heart i was grinning!!!!!! saw benjamin, and thn decided to walk across the field rather than walk arnd the field..ask him why he play soccer with *shuai* guys when he is soo..hahahahaha..so bad leh me..anyway..toked to se hao and henry for awhile..and se hao said he make him fall! omg..i "scolded" him leh..thn he even say, wah, even ur kor also scold ar..lol..he so skinny..omg...he fall?! cant imagine wat will happen! hahaha, actually henry is also a nice person lar, juz that we dun look for his good points! at least he made an effort to giv me his nametag..thn he say he wan my nametag..and point to it..hahahaha..i didnt thk sick at first, but se hao went to say DUN POINT THERE...eeee..hahahaha.. he point ok lar, but not other pple..hahahaha..so continued talking for awhile, and thankfully, henry didnt noe who we were talking abt..he tot it was my "new crush" i told him abt..=P benjamin knew abt my 2nd crush tho..so warned him not to say! or else i'll say who he likes, which actually whole class noes abt it! lol..=P he stand so far away leh! but thn i keep looking..omg...so skinny! but thn sooo cuteeeee!!!!!! (okok i noe i'm mad) time was running out, had to leave..ask se hao if they could leave now..thn he say must ask them..omg..but thn if ask them, would be obvious..haiz..ask them wat time they play until..he say can be till 6 or 7 o clock leh..aiyo..no choice, had to leave..omg..so heartbroken..nearly cried leh..(lol i very emotional wan..)
lol, so happy today! wish everyday could be like today..=D

2004-02-26T18:34:00.000+08:00

lol..omg..i am soo happy!!!! today can considered lucky also!!! lol!!! =D didnt see him during assembly..nor when we came down..saw 2nd him tho..but no feeling liao..so dun relle feel like saying..cos not exciting de..=P the girls were blocking again..oh..fuck off! just shift ur bodies and head okay?! argh..so didnt get to see him..also din see him when i looked down to 2nd floor..so no energy booster for the day..*bleah*
lol..thn it was recess time, yep..TAF again..he didnt had his p.e today..lol..lucky ar..after TAF, went to change..thn come out, drink water..waited so long for him! but anyway, we had to go to the science lab so i assumed valerie would help me take my books..lol..so waited at the stairs with sing suen..when i saw him coming! omg..i turn away..thn turn again..saw him..he saw me too! omg..but thn he nv say hi leh..thn i also duno why i myself nv say hi?! cos afterall he's my kor and could say hi as an aspect of a mei..and..omg! why why why?! after he went off..i still went to look..he turned back once, but thankfully i was behind the windows..omg..he so cuteeeee!!!!
lol..mrs loke is getting funnier! sat with jiahan today and jiahan, unlike benjamin could spot so many mistakes of hers! lol..we were practically luffing our heads off..hahahahaha..
thn after sch..went to canteen, put bags n ate..he wasnt there..i expected it..he wouldnt come down so early..after eating, went to change into p.e..thn went to staff room to put the english w/s in ms azlina's pigeon hole..thn went to put bag at bball court..thn went up to the hall..hahahah..saw structure head! they havent started yet..so we were lazing arnd near the hall exit..when truddy told me he was there!!!! omg..i so excited and rush out..thankfully i was able to control..se hao n him were together..they saw me..then they turn to go down to the canteen..thn he say hi to me leh!!!!! omg..tho i noe its se hao who told him to say, but omg, he actually "obeyed" se hao and said! thn i replied..hello! lol..omg..the way he say "hi" so damn cuteeeeee!!!!!
the TAF thingy..structure head was teaching us..omg..i kept luffing! truddy, sing suen, priscilla all luff when i started to..lol..he was teaching us..hahahaha..i keept luffing! juz kept LUFFING non-stop..too funny le..=P thn game started..omg! keep luffing again..that truddy also..keep luffing ar! thn he saw us luffing also..keep asking us not to luff and play! made me luff more..hey, actually he's a nice person leh, thn we so bad luff at him..lol..we play floorball..omg..the ball very funny leh..make me feel like lufifng..got holes wan..i even said it out leh..thn he like kinda diaoz cos i so sick..whopps...lol..hahahahaha..=D
after this thingy..went down to canteen..heard the announcement abt all dundee members assemble in the parade square..lol...din care..cos i planned to pontang! lol..thn went canteen..omg, he was there! with se hao, michelle and another fren..thn se hao shouted my name..he wun noe i was there..cos he wasnt facing me..but i juz recognised him by his hair! lol..so cute! thn he turn arnd..thn i walk near them..i cannot avoid..he will noe...thats y i walk..i ask abt se hao's nametag..he say havent make..thn i juz luff? lol..thn he shouted,"ta yao ni de nametag!" and point to me..omg! must he be that straightfoward and loud?! i didnt wan to leave..i didnt bear to! raynard gav a drink to sing suen, so we stood there and drink! omg..didnt dare to look towards them! omg! thn we went to bball court..saw them leaving! omg..at that moment..i juz felt like grabbing my bag and leave too! omg!!!!!!! took all the chance i have to see him..omg..he's so shuai, so cuteeeee, totallie!!!!!!
went up to band room..looked out of the window n saw him a little..but very hard to see!!! so heartbroken..asked mark when they got remedials and staybacks..and asked for time-table but he...so fucked up..dun wan to give..and even ask if its him..bleah..
juniors were here today...introducing the instruments and letting them choose..omg..my juniors all suck lor..got 2 bitches also..thn all like not fun de..only 1 kinda sweet looking, and theodore did not get into my section..in fact he got into french horn! awww..he seem kinda irritated with me n truddy persuading to choose each of our instruments..well, anyway..
stayed in the band room for awhile..thn went to trombone section..sing suen was there..talked to her and kept whining abt how cuteeeee he was when he said hi..omg..hahahaha, and sing suen saw her crush too..lol..
sing suen fixed her digital cam..i got so excited that i wanted to grab it from her pocket i rush down to the canteen to take a pic of him..lol..
lol, so glad today..perhaps i'll consider this as 2nd best of the best? lol..=D

2004-02-25T16:41:00.000+08:00

omg...wat a day..i didnt get to see him at all ok?! no whines for today..lol..but hey, i saw 2nd him! and it was thousands of times wor..but my reaction wasnt that big lar..=P
assembly! lol..he was sitting at the most outside..lol..so near me so i could see! mrs dass keep blocking my view..so i cannot see him at 3b! so heartbroken lehz..except..when we were abt to go up the stairs..i caught a glance of him..but well, it was only a little..=(
saw 2nd him while walking up the stairs..he was so near to me yet i remained so calm..wat the hell is happening man?! is he my crush anot?! lol..thn recess time..had TAF..after that went 2nd floor n change..bell rang..came out..drank water..saw 2nd him..was waiting for him but duno why didnt see him!!!! argh..in the end i gave up n went up to class..and omg, truddy said she saw him going to the toilet! omg..!!! nxt time he got p.e, i dun wan to wait liao lar..somemore he in p.e attire and pants..tell me how often do i see him in that?! i feel like crying leh! omg..
mt period was really sick man..raynard was soo sick and even show us his armpit hair..omg! i didnt believe that jiahan din hav..thn he showed me! and jiahan n i was toking sick stuff..editing the "happiness" poem ringo wrote to some sick sick sick stuff! lol! kept taking pics..hahaha..so funny..=D
after sch, got IT..went to find liwen to return her the dictionary first..walked pass 3b, but he wasnt there! awwww..and i even said his name so loud when mark walked pass..shit..same class leh..omg..walked pass twice..but juz couldnt see him! saw 2nd him again..haiz..dun feel like saying lar..so sian..if only it was him, my blog entry will be LONG lar..but thn now, all abt 2nd him today, dun find him as *shuai* and cuteeee as him..lol..he has much cuteeeeerrrrr hair than 2nd him! lol..
IT course..no1 actually did the dreamweaver thingy..everyone was making blogs..lol..priscilla and liyun! keep asking me wat to do..valerie changed her template and i had to help her with the htmls..and she deleted her tagboard and all..and helped robert too..hahahaha..made some sick stuff on the tagboard..go check out his blog! lol..went dawson's place with xiangjun, jeraldine n truddy..went 7 eleven and bought some stuffs..
yay, today's the last day of IT course..=D haiz..but thn so sian..didnt see him
at all..

2004-02-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

lol..day was kinda great..at least there wasnt any freaking outs today!
omg..today was one of the most coincidental day! when the bell rang, me, sing suen , truddy, valerie, xiangjun, jeraldine..all walk down..i tried to walk down asap..cos if i delay time, i always missed them! whenever i come to level 2, my heart just cant stop pumping, my hands will turn cold, and my eyes juz scan thru everyone..and i duno if he was there, so thats y..and well..today..usual thg happened to me..and omg, he was there! but i walked infront of him! not behind..i rather walk behind u noe? or rather, beside!! lol..heart was pumping as usual, and my mouth- wat else?! whining! lol..yeah..abt his cuteeee hair! hahahahah..=D
after pledge, sat down..saw him!!! lol..so cool sia..his hair..lol..omg..since when i become so..argh..wtf?! even i myself thk i very mushy lehx! our class took quite some time to stand up..so behind us was juz 2d mixed with 3b students! but he was way behind, so..argh...couldnt get near..rushed up to 3rd floor and looked down to level 2 long stretch of corridor to see if he was there..omg..he was!!!! so skinny from behind!! omg! lol!
recess time..the dreaded moment! but thn today his class din assemble in parade square..thankfully!!!! and truddy was kinda lucky too..n both of us din whine! lol..after running 3 rounds..wah..so tired leh..my leg like wanna break like that cos ytd also run..thn went up to level 2, his class was in the hall! i rushed into the toilet to change, and it was a few seconds to 10.05..when i came out the bell rang..omg! drank water..thn sing suen or truddy ar..duno who..lol..came out..drank water too..his class havent come out..so i went inside the toilet again to ask sing suen or truddy ar..duno who..to take her time..thn omg..his class came out! i pretended to drink water..lol..in fact i really needed it! lol..thn he walked pass! omg..hands turned cold, heart missed a few beats, really!
halfway thru azlina's period..i was sooo sleepy...sing suen too..so we went to the toilet..to wash our face..went to 2nd floor's toilet! lol..but couldnt see him! argh..was toking to sing suen abt how he treated me..how close i was with him and all..during the cinema..and everything before i told him..sing suen said something which made me feel worse..omg..so sad leh, dun wan to tok abt it liao..
after school..haiz..missed him..truddy and sing suen saw him..argh..interhouse basketball competition today..duno whether he will watch..i doubt so..hahahah truddy's really funny..say she wanna go up to band room cos of aircon and HIM..lol! came down after putting our instruments at the geog room..me n sherlin wanted to make nametag..omg..he was at the canteen ok! but hav to go up..no choice..omg..leaving him..really make my heart breaks..u dun understand!!!!!!!!!

2004-02-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

omg..u guys shd ask huiyi, truddy and sing suen how crazeee i was today! LOL! today is one of the days which is the BEST OF THE BEST!!!!! =D
assembly time, i saw both hims!! yeah, so cool~! lol..saw the 2nd him after coming down the stairs..he wore dundee shirt! LoL! keep looking towards 3b after we sat down..saw him! yay! hahaha..he look so damn bloody freaking cuteeeee after his haircut..tho i found him ugly last friday, but taking one closer look, he look more *shuai* and cuteeee!!!!!
i was sooo pissed with mr seah..he's one fucking tcher who is so damn..argh..freak..i was writing my answers when he said time's up..i need to complete it..thn he ask me to stop writing and came to me..so i had to choice but to pass up..argh..that was a 4 mark qn! basically this one the only thg that happen before recess..
after p.e..went up to class to get out uniform..while at 3rd floor, saw 3A and 3C coming down..why not 3B?! argh!!!! 2nd him was in 3C! lol..so obviously i saw him! wearing the dundee shirt and i was wearing that too! omg..! hahaha, but he look kinda wierd in real person, not as shuai as him! lol..
well, recess time, obviously i had my TAF..lucky today wasnt tuesday, so i didnt freak out..but tmr i will..juz wait and see wat will i blog abt! lol..so did some running today..yeah..and after that we went up to 2nd floor to change..was changing halfway when i heard the bell rang..hahahaha..change faster and without buttoning the last button of my shirt, i rushed out of the cubicle, dressed up and rushed out of the toilet..(juz in case i missed him) went to drink at the water cooler, thn sing suen came out..by thn he wasnt out yet, but i saw se hao n he told me he was still in class..thn sing suen drank at the water cooler, while i rushed into the toilet to ask truddy to take her time, cos he wasnt out yet! i was trying to delay as much time as possible..since sing suen n truddy had drank water..n he wasnt out yet, i decided to drink again! lol..i was drinking halfway when they mentioned it was chinese period n there was test and blah blah blah..at that point of time, i juz finished drinking and omg, i turned arnd n he was juz there!!!!!!! omg..when i walked up the stairs i went omg omg and OMG!!!! truddy tot i said that cos i didnt study for chinese test, but the actual reason was that i saw him! OMG!
chinese test was another thing that pissed me off too..didnt noe one qn n wanted to copy when tcher wasnt looking..thn gregory, being as extra as usual, volunteered to collect frm our row..haiz..thn couldnt copy liaoz..argh..
nxt, history test..argh..3 tests in a day, that was my record. wanted to copy again but ms azlina was kinda alert..so..couldnt do so..got back english oral performance test marks..omg..i only got 21/30! awwww..but anyway i won her..she got 19..lol..=D thn assembly..haiz, now assembly no fun de..so nothing to tok abt since he's not there..=P
we were dismissed damn early..like 1.10? yeah..so all girls + raynard (lol) went to dawson's place..thn we go eat lor..thn came back just in time for the writer's craft workshop..hahahaha..today's lesson was really funny and sick..i keep luffing..until my stomach really hurts! i was luffing at how crazy truddy was over legolas and zai zai..yuck..they suck! =P hahahaha..truddy was luffing at armpit hair..hahahaha..thn sing suen said her crush had it too..so i went maddddd..luffing n luffing..n luffing abt mr lance too..lol..supposed to do Haiku today..n me n liyun made up one really sick one..so i cant post it..=P mr lance even let us write it on the board and everyone went like wat?! lol!
after this thing..we went to the canteen..it was my idea obviously..juz in case he was there! and omg, he was! he even saw me coming down by the stairs at the side of the canteen..! and obviously i was whining to truddy, huiyi and sing suen abt his cuteeee hair! i didnt wan to "leave" him so i pulled the 3 poor girls to buy drinks! lol..hahaha..so while waiting for huiyi to buy the drinks, i was practically staring at him! lol..so happy..kept whining to truddy n sing suen how cuteeee is he! lol..hahahaha..thn after huiyi bought the drinks, i saw them leaving..omg..se hao called me..i asked wat bus he taking..he taking 51! omg..why not 139?! argh!! thn that se hao so bad..call him *ahem*..very bad leh..his name so nice why se hao call until like that?! hahahahaha..
thn we walk out of sch gate..he was juz behind me! thankfully they did not say anything abt me n him..lol! i kept whining as usual..i couldnt look behind tho..it would be obvious..cos of the smile on my face! lucky they cut across the grass area..so i was able to see him so damn clearly! he so skinny leh..omg! i so worried! really! so, i told huiyi who he is..lol...he was at the last..he tuck out shirt..his hair..omg..so *shuai* and cuteee!!!!! =D thn he listen to music..omg..do u noe how cuteeeee he was with the headset? LoL! ahhhhh..i kept smiling since he couldnt see my expression now..lol..i juz couldnt describe the feeling i had! happy, nervous..and i couldnt breathe at all, really! so they walk till the overhead bridge..i kept saying,"go up the overhead bridge"..but he didnt!!!! nor he went to the bus stop..he waited there with se hao and henry for a cab! omg..i rather him go to the bus stop, at least i can see him frm another bus stop! omg..they got a cab so fast..i was climbing up halfway..thn they got a cab..thn i run so fast up the overhead bridge leh..ask truddy, sing suen n huiyi! how funny i was!!! lol..thn omg..u couldnt believe wat i hav done! when the taxi left, omg..i went screaming!!!!! i keep saying omg...and my heart seems to break leh! its like, i see him leaving in a taxi and i could not do anything to stop him! i sat down at the overhead bridge there..and keep whining..hahahaha..i made truddy luff n nearly made her trip..hahahaha..but i felt sooo heartbroken..i saw him leave with my own eyes! omg..tho it might be kinda sad at the last part..so glad that i was soooo close to him lehs!!!!!! =D the bestest day of my life- today!

2004-02-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

argh..i cant take it, i cant take it, i cant take it anymore!!!! omg..i couldnt believe my own eyes when i saw him today..he cut his hair!!!! and it was so damn short!!!! omg..he look totally *toot* leh..and i would say, he look really ugly and horrible!
it was Thinking Day for scouts and guides today..tried looking out for him..but cant see! now, i noe why i cant see him..cos of his hair cut! omg..make me so depressed! cos usually aseembly i can see a little..and now..argh!
stupid..mr kong sux..today p.e, me n sing suen went to tell him we cant do p.e cos we hurt our leg..hey, if he cant accept sing suen's cut, he should be able to accept mine right? for goodness sake, my wound is so damn big! thn he go tok crap lar..tell us there's nothing wrong with us n we nv obey sch rules..wat..we no letter or mc..thn we ourselves choose to skip p.e..pls lor..fucker..this kind of thing also hav to see doctor..lame man..told him we applied medication at general office ytd liaoz..see if this kind of thing happen to him he will say this kind of thing anot? freak..
so juz stood there and watch them ran..i wan to run leh!!!! everytime i cannot go for p.e ar, they will do alot of running wan leh..i wan leh..TAF club also..run so much..i wan to run!!! argh..
a teacher came during math period..hahahaha..so we couldnt record mrs loke's english mistakes juz in case she catch us and expose us to mrs loke..lol..today she made alot of mistakes leh..
english period..got performance test..ms azlina finished with the odd number..thn even number liao..i freak out leh..somehow felt sooo anxious! thankfully pin han saved me..lol..after him it was suppose to be me but the bell rang..but she wanted to finish with evryone so only the presenters stayed back..whew..it was only like a few pple..
so i read..abt the chalet..lol..damn funny sia..i nearly burst out luffing abt the part where i said,"jia han tot the chalet management had gav us a free pants"..lol..i made eye contact..but when i look at ms azlina she expressionless leh..i very scared leh..but thn lucky only infront of few ppl so i wasnt that anxious so my body language didnt suggest my anxiousness..so..i did my best lar..hopefully can score to win her and yeah..i won her in history test..got back lit test today too..though many ppl did badly and i passed, i still thk that i scored very badly leh..got back chinese also..got 79..so sad leh..i nearly cried..in fact tears welled up in my eyes..though i won her by 12 marks..but thn i nv scored so low before..my mum n grandma going to say 79's not my standard and all..haiz..
thn we went canteen..according to the announcement this morning there's going to be band for seniors..but on the board they write senior com..so duno lar..anyway if i go home also nothing to do so juz stay back lor..cos he staying back also..=P
was eating halfway..when truddy said she saw him near the toilet..i turned to look..thn i saw him!!!!!omg..but thn..he had his hair cut leh!!!! no wonder on his msn nick ytd his nick was abt that..! omg..he look so ugly leh really..omg..i cant believe my eyes! did saw him for a couple of times ltr on, but thn i duno y i dun feel anything n dun whine leh..i only whine abt his hair..argh..
thn went to the table n chatted with truddy n sing suen..there was another boy at the another side of the table doing his work..thn suddenly got strong wind..thn his paper flew and the sprite can roll all the way to our side..hahahahaha..i kept luffing..duno for wat reason also..hahahaha..thn went up for band..didnt set up instrument cos shuping say attendance will be marked but not be counted so i tot of going home..saw the cutie boy again..n went to tok to him..he very ke lian leh..he's the only one in his whole class who join band..thn he very lonely..his frens bully him somemore..haiz..his name turned out to be theodore..cool name sia..lol..he was very shy at first but thn he slowly adjust to it..and thn he dare to ask me qn and tok to me liao..that sherlin ar..keep saying he my husband..make him very wat wan leh..hahahaha..he n her more like a couple ar..hahahaha..thn i keep introducing myself to him..i ask him go n find me at 2C one day...hahaha..thn he got kinda sian..hahahah
when i went into the band store..i saw him sitting near the clarinet cupboard leh..and the seniors walk arnd n din care abt him..didnt even ask him why he was there and all..how could they..he really very ke lian leh..thn in the end all the sec1s leave liao except for him..he still there waiting..lucky i told him to go home..or else he stay until..haiz..
i wonder why i always hav to meet someone who is so ke lian..haiz..really pity them leh..=(

2004-02-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

lol, wat shd i say? had almost a perfect day today if only some things didnt happen..
didnt see him during assembly..argh!!!! so fed up..the gals keep blocking..argh! and christine kept saying she saw him and he was 1m away frm her and all..make me so irritated..
even when i went up to 3rd floor..also cannot see him!!! how i wish we can walk pass level 2 thn go up to level 4! isnt it the same? haiz..no energy booster for the start of the day!
so went up to class..english period..got journal performance test..hahahaha..some journals were so funny..lucky teacher call odd number..if she call even, i'll be dead cos i didnt prepare..thn came maths period..mrs loke's english seems to be getting worse..although she has lesser mistakes, the mistakes that she made are totally bad english..LOL..
thn recess time..hav to go TAF of course..so had to run..ran the first run, quite ok..thn ran 2nd round..thn after while at the turning there..i was jogging lar..thn suddenly tripped n fell..fuck man..so damn pain..stractched a lil bit of my hand and alot of my leg..was a damn big wound on my leg..awwww..so had to go back there n tell tcher..haiz..TAF club seems to be a jynx to me..first, sprain ankle, 2nd, fell down..haiz..so me n truddy went to tell the tcher..thn we go toilet..while walking up the bell rang..thn i decided to go 2nd floor..maybe can see him..;) truth enough, after coming out of the lift, i saw him walking towards me..omg..i freak out..but thn i hav no energy to whine..lol..i went to sit outside the toilet..thn i was doing my wound..when he walk pass..he saw me leh..omg..but he din even care..he walked away..and when he walked away, he din even turn back!!! omg omg..not only my leg pain..my heart is even more pain than that..=(
thn we go toilet wash my wound..thn sing suen came in..sing suen told us she also fall down..LOL..hurt 4 places..hurt her leg also..and her right elbow..and thn duno where..who noes it might be there..lol..so washed our wound n so many pple came in..michelle, jieping, pauline, ruth, etc etc..pauline saw..thn ask if i wan plaster leh..siao ar..where got pple put plaster on wound..she no common sense man..*bleah*..after that we went to general office..told mdm tan and thn liwen n rebecca helped to clean my wound n help me apply medication..and thn that sing suen ar..so stubborn..hahahaha..dun wan to apply medication..hahahaha..=D after that we went up to science lab..miss quite alot liao..got practical test leh..so juz do lor..haiz..leg so pain and blood keep dripping..haiz..so pain..=X
after IPW, we were dismissed..thn i waited for awhile for sing suen n truddy..but thn truddy hav to stay back for IPW for awhile so i went down with sing suen first..thn we walk down to 2nd floor..hoping to see him again..hahaha..thn guess wat..when i walk along the level 2 long corridor..sing suen told me to look back..thn i juz look..omg..he was there!!!! obviously he saw me too..omg!!!! so we went to canteen and eat..thn after that truddy came so juz walk arnd..i was trying to look for him! he had some kind of scouts practice at 2.30..suppose to hav the TAF thingy today but there was no one in the hall except STRUCTURE HEAD..hahahaha..thn we went to canteen..anyway with our injurd leg we couldnt participate in any sports..so went to the canteen table at the side there n did our homework..but i someone juz cant concentrate!!!! i was practically wondering where he was!!!! so finally, my wish came true..lol..hahaah..he came!!!!!! and put down his bag n went somewhere..i felt like following him!!!!! now it made me harder to do my work..cos i was juz thking and thking abt him!!!!!! finally, sing suen gav up and while later i gave up too..we chatted and all..thn sing suen wan me to walk with her one round..thn i suddenly rmb that they are having some scouts thingy..n i saw guides there..so they must be in the parade square!!!!! hahahaha i was so shock that i ran!!!! surprisingly i could run with my injurd leg! LOL! so we went there..n i stopped there n look..ahahaha..thn saw the dundee peeps..they were doing warm-u exercises n sing suen saw her crush doing it...plus the jumping jack..hahaha..thn he look back..LOL..thn we went to tell mrs anthony why we cant go for the practice..she was holding the list of names n thn sing suen saw her crush's birthday..omg..so lucky!
saw him in the squad..sooo *shuai*..truddy keep saying he very skinny and stand like a girl..wah lao..make me so..argh..truddy!!!! hahahaha..i noe he's skinny but hey, he doesnt stand like a girl okay! LOL..
i keep looking at him but why they nv give command to turn?! argh..thn went to the dundee board..could see him better frm there..happen that they fall out..omg..omg..omg..he fall out that time soooo cute and shuai lehs!!!!!! =D
they keep falling in n out..i even memorise the place he stand! LOL! thn we went back to the table..sat there for awhile and we went to the parade square again..LOL..hahahaha..it was raining..tried to find him..he cannot stay in the rain leh! LOL..thn i sian..cos he not there..so i walk off..thn suddenly truddy call me..omg..i saw him! he juz came back frm the scouts den! omg!!! ahhhh..feel like shouting leh!!!!
i could hav waited for him to finish..but thn truddy, sing suen and valerie all wanted to go home..so i followed..haiz..i seldom hav the chance to go home with him..n today had a chance but still didnt go home with him..he take same bus as me leh..to the interchange somemore! haiz..

2004-02-18T16:46:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha..had such a fun day today..including seeing him and during IT lesson! LOL..read on..;)
saw him at assembly..but thn awhile later mrs dass stand nxt to me thn she block him..thn i cant see..argh!!!! was hoping she move away quickly!!! hahahaha..finally she moved! lol..so happy..could see him again..=D mrs dass had to meet the guides, so we werent able to go up yet cos she hav to take attendance..lol..so yeah..i was so glad..=D how i wish its like that everyday..thn i'll be having close contact with him everyday..hahahaha..=P when our class stood up, their class havent stood up yet..so i was like.."oh man..stand up, stand!!!!" and finally they did and while walking up the stairs i dragged sing suen to walk slower and wait for them to walk up..omg..i was at the turning of the stairs thn he was juz a few pple behind me!!! i couldnt breathe!!! (lol, thats the term evryone in our class who is love sick is using now..) thn that melia hor..argh..keep asking sing suen to go faster!!! i need someone by my side or else very paiseh..=S thn they turn left..i rushed up to 3rd floor..and look down to 2nd floor to see..omg..sing suen say he is coming..but thn i still cannot see...i was sooo anxious..the more she say he is coming, the more i feel like running down to level 2!!! omg..thn i saw him!!!! omg..he look so..argh..*shuai*!!!!! long pants somemore..so tall..and thin leh!!!!! i freaked out!!!!!! kept screaming the whole time..even rushed to the stairs to look down to level 2 to see them walking back to their class..omg..that was my first energy booster for the day! lol!
thn we had home econs..practical..so..yupp..must go kitchen..i knew his p.e was one period before our recess..but when the bell rang i forget to look out for him..until i saw and heard some pple jogging..till thn i realised it was his p.e..somemore i saw michelle and yeejie..so yep, must be his class...i was waiting to blend my chocolate milkshake..hahahaha..i asked pinhan to look after the things first and wait for our turn n when it was our turn, call me..so i took my chance to look...thn went to assemble again..thankfully alexandra was on the most right hand side so i could see him so clearly..=D but thn he was the last one..the pillar was blocking my view!!! argh..but lucky he moved forward a little and i could see him..=P thn they do warm-up exercises..omg..he is really so thin leh!!!! hahahaha..this time must really admit! omg..so worried for him leh, honestly..thn he so tall somemore..for sure underweight? make sure he goes for the programme thn eat lots of food!!!! at least normal size mar..now he very thin leh!!! omg!!! LOL!!! he so *shuai* when doing the exercises..omg omg omg..keep whining to sing suen..thn it was our turn to do the milkshake..pin han duno how to do..thn i must go there n help him..i tot they will still be there..thn i tot i'll quickly go n come back..and when i came back they were gone!!!!!!!! argh!!!!! omg..i nearly cried!!!!!! LIP PIN HAN!!!!!!!!! and i was soo stupid that i didnt tot of letting pin han wait for the blender to blend finish thn let him pour out himself..why i still wait for the blender to finish? why i must help him pour out? why didnt i go n see when it was blending? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
went up to class, and hav to go down for TAF..so ran 2 rnds today..kinda tired cos i chiong too fast at the start..cos i wanna win bangye..if i win i'll get an apple crumble frm him and i will ask him to kiss any girl i choose..lol..=P thn we finished..so went back to class..walk halfway bell ring..walk up to 2nd floor..went toilet..found out that i nv bring shirt down..must go up n take thn go 3rd floor again..argh..so went out of toilet n walked up..saw henry but ignored him, thn i saw se hao..ask him where was he..he say still in the class..se hao still told me he changed seat..to the middle!!! omg..makes it easier to spot him!!!! lol..=D
thn after sch got IT course at 2..so i go dawson's place with xiangjun, jeraldine and valerie..i wanted to stay in sch juz in case he comes down but thn everytime we hav things on at 2, i go down n eat, he's always not there..so i tot that today will be a day juz like other days so i went to dawson's..thn when we came back..we walk pass canteen..omg..i got a shock of my life ok..he was there!!!!!!!!!! OMG. why must it be today that i went out to eat but he came down??????!!!!!!! FUCK! all thnx to valerie!!!!!!!!! =X
so damn pissed...yeah..went up for IT course feeling terribly horribly moody..kept whining to truddy, sing suen and huiyi..and somemore they keep telling me they saw him..make me feel so..argh..so damn DIAO!!!!! i wanted to go to canteen..so asked sing suen and truddy to go with me..while walking down the stairs we saw timothy hwang + alwin + one more guy we duno..thn we keep luffing..at first i luff little bit only..thn we went to canteen..to see if he was there..he not there liao!!!!!! not in soccer field also!!!!!!!!!
then we go dundee board..argh..i got into javelin..shit man..fuck..thn i keep seeing timothy hwang..sing suen call him "structure head"..that made me luff even more..i luff so loud leh..thn even on the way up and the stairs that i nearly fell..luff so hard that my stomach hurts..no energy..hav to sit on the stairs..ahahahahaha..till i went into the room i still luffing..and i siao wan..keep tagging on their board, esp sing suen's about structure head..LOL..
hahahahaha..thn we kept flooding each other's blog..duno why during IT lesson thn flood wan..flood all the sick stuffs leh..LOL..
did nothing today and i mean NOTHING. hahahaha..was luffing, flooding tagboards and playing all the while..play the "suck and blow the card"..omg..so gross leh!!!! but thn very fun and exciting..so funny...hahahahaha..i tried with christine..hahahahaha..quite okay..thn tried with truddy..omg..was so funny...truddy burst out luffing like hell and we kept luffing..like total HELL..hahahahaha..thn we were dismissed...went out of the room..thn jiahan go n do smthg to christine which made me luff like SIAO...really siao..so loud ok..everyone look at me..but thn relle so funny..jiahan's action..played with truddy the game again on the way back to class...well..again, we luffed like crazeee pple on the loose again..LOL..hahahahahaha
went back to class..took our bags n left..thn truddy n i play again..managed to pass the card!!! LOL..christine even said from far we looked like kissing!!! LOL..newest trend in 2c yeah? hahahahah...sick trend! LOL!
so we walked..thru the canteen..he wasnt there..*heart sinks* but fun lar..the suck and blow game..hahahaha..walked out to the bus stop with jeraldine n jiahan too..made jeraldine and jiahan walk together while truddy n i kept a distance..LOL..i missed the bus..twice..it came awhile ltr again after the first bus left, but i still missed it..so hav to wait for the 3rd one. LOL..
was joking like siao at the bus stop..made raynard confessed who he like..! LOL..tried making jiahan confess but couldnt..hahahaha..my bus was the first to come..and raynard n jiahan pulled my bag..thankfully the bus was at the traffic light, so they wasted their energy! LOL..hahahahaha..jiahan let go awhile ltr but thn that raynard ar..kept pulling..until truddy asked him to let go cos his bus came too..=P hahaha..so got up the bus and went home..LOL..wat a day..=D

2004-02-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

lol..so tired right now..juz back frm band + fetching my sis..my shoulders ache from the heavy bag i carry..argh..all bcos of ah dass, or else we can leave the books in the cupboard n it wont be that heavy..today's one was horribly heavy..lucky i left my chinese in truddy's art file..lol=P tmr got homec practical..die liao lor..hav to bring more things..the containers and all..but thankfully there's no history..*whew*
hahahahaha, tried to go down to level 2 as quickly as possible..maybe can see him..but thn timing always not right..must observe his timing..;) LoL..after pledge taking..sat down..they ask me to move more to the right..i willingly moved..=D thn jeremy ask me to move a bit to the front..thn i moved..lol..i'm sooo happy jeremy asked me to move cos once i moved n turn to look at their class, i saw him!!! wahahaha..soo happy!!! kept looking over..;) everytime we stand up, i nv dare to look to their class, i duno y, mayb one day i shd try..who noes he'll see me too..=P
argh...i want to get out of TAF!!!!! i dun care..i cant face him!!!!! today we went downstairs for TAF..thn his class having p.e!!! omg..somemore in the parade square..i am not going to go to the foyer n assemble..NEVER....he wear alexandra..i dun care liao..i wan alexandra shirt!!!!!!! i duno whether he saw me..but thn i sooooo anxious ok..i couldnt breathe..i nearly cried too..duno y..but thn if u were me, of cos u will feel embarrassed right? imagine ur crush seeing u at TAF! omg omg omg!!!!!!! F***!!!!!! lucky his class went off and ran around the parade square..lucky not outside!!!!! *whew!!!* argh..sprain my ankle today..slightly..wanted to run today..but thn bcos of this could not run..argh..that truddy lar..keep pulling me..thn show my bra..LOL..hahahaha..like me ar...see crush will go siao~ de..hahahaha..almost like everyone who has a crush in fact..lol..haiz..although managed to see him, but i wonder how i am going to face him for as long as i am in TAF?
argh..how depressed could i be? didnt see him for the rest of the day..haiz..saw on his msn nick that he had PLC today at 2pm..duno wat the hell is that..but thn if we dun hav maths n lit remedial..i will go canteen n eat, n if i go canteen n eat n if he went to canteen too, i can see him ok!!!!! argh..that mrs loke lar..say carry on with the lesson after bell ring..thn after her lesson we went to eat, he went for PLC liao, thn hav to go for lit remedial, and when lit remedial finish, had to go for band..after band finish..so late liao, so he cant possibly be there, so yeah..u shd noe..

2004-02-16T17:01:00.000+08:00

lol..total defence day celebration today..so wat does it implies? he's involved!!!! argh..but we were standing all along..and i couldnt see him!!!! i felt soooo despo..i juz wanted to see him!!!!!! after the assembly we went up..rushed so quickly to the 3rd floor to look down n see him..managed to see him!!! *yay!* hahahahaha..he was standing at the 2nd row 2nd person! omg..kept whining to huiyi, truddy and sing suen..(those pple i usually whine to lar) hahahaha..thn when i saw him i obviously went madddd..thn stopped for awhile to look..2d pple saw how crazeeeee i was..LOL..boy oh boy..couldnt describe how happy i was!! duno wats there to be happy about..but i guess its because he looked way tooooooo *shuai* in the uniform!!!! (and yeah, truddy's going to say he looks so skinny..LOL)
and went we reached 4th floor..they were gathered in the middle of the parade square and in a few seconds, i spotted him..LOL..i told u i'm good and spotting him!! LOL..and yeah, this time hav to argree with truddy, can spot him better cos of his size..(hey at least i say size, din say skinny..) LOL..hahahahaha..=D well, that was my energy booster for the start of the day..hee..
thn recess time..i got TAF..argh..duno y..juz got in..argh..was dismissed after the bell rang..wanted to walk thru the canteen but no accompanion so...yeah..juz went up to the class, got our uniform and went to change..LOL..here's the thing..sing suen say she saw him..OMG..hahahahaha..i didnt where the hell was he..i looked down to the level 2 corridor but thn he wasnt there...he was in scouts uniform so he was easy to spot..thn i look to the hall corridor..omg..he was there...all alone!! awww..why no1 accompany him..so mean!!! how i wish i was there to accompany him..i juz felt like rushing down to 2nd floor at the point of time lehs..truddy n sing suen kept asking me to hurry up..but thn i wont leave until he cant be seen..hahahaha..but thn no choice..change of period liao..so must change asap..haiz..so had to go downstairs..haiz..my heart felt so..argh..duno wat to say..its like, he's there and i have to leave and take my sight of him before he is totally out of my sight..*sighs*
went to toilet..changed and got so shocked when i looked into the mirror..my face was so damn bloody red..hahahaha..but thn sing suen n truddy still say i cute..siao...hahahaha...relle lor..i looked really horrible and thats it.
thn it was time for assembly..hahaha..i got sooo excited..upper sec was combined with lower sec!! felt that i got some hope to see him..but hu noes..we were one of those classes who came down so early that we had to sit right infront..argh..and upper sec classes would be like, way behind..haiz..kept turning back and looking out for him and finally spot some of his classmates..finally..finally...i saw him!!!!!!! in the uniform!!! hahahaha..i'm mad..but thn he relle *shuai* in it okay!!! =P i keep turning back to see him but thn got so many extra heads..so cant relle see him..=X only once i managed to see a lil of him, but rather good liao lar..kinda happy also..=D when it was time to sing sch song and say pupil's creed, we stood up, hahaha, and then i looked behind..guess wat..yupp..i saw him!!! LOL..so u could say today was one of the best days..a good start of the week! when they were dismissed..i kept looking behind..but duno why didnt see him...argh..=(
thn they went back to their classes to continue with the last two periods..haiz..thn we went downstairs to eat lunch cos after sch got craft workshop..so go eat lor..thn went up..haiz..today quite boring sia..nothing to luff at liao..lol..so pretty sian..thn after that still must stay back for history..thn i still hav to write for ms azlina who are those who didnt pass up english journal..
went down..saw alexandra house ppl..thn i realised that today got alexandra house B and C division boys n girls practice..asked wei shan where were the boys..she say outside..went out of the sch gate but thn he not there..i no need to go near and see..frm far see can liao..(yeah, cos of his figure..LOL)
thn came back online, saw him online..haiz..he pontang house practice..haiz..sian..

2004-02-14T17:43:00.000+08:00

lol..valentine's day today..[awwwww]
happy valentines to jq only =P and happy friendship day to all my dear frenz!! LoLs.
yeah, valentines today, yet i am spending the day with my frenz..rather than a frenship day..when i see couples i feel soooo jealous..when i remind myself of benjamin going on a "date" with his crush i feel soooo jealous again..
had band today, and there was the total defence full dress rehersal..did not hav a chance to watch..argh..i wanna see him!!!! i wan to see him in the uniform!!!!!
had a break halfway thru..so went out n wanted to photocopy the scores..thn se hao told me he was there..omg..!!! i felt some hope..lol..he kept pointing out to be but couldnt see where he was..made me feel worst..the more i wan to see him..arghh!!!
so went to the other side where i could see him better..finally saw him!!! so happy..thn that se hao ar..keep calling him..duno for wat..thn i dun dare to look down!!!! ltr he look up he see me ar..very paiseh lor..he for sure straight away look down de..!!
that was the last time i ever saw him..=( went dawson place after band..with clement, zhengyi and truddy at first..thn weiliang, james(lol), and kalun came..thn zhengyi and clement left..thn they eat..was sms-ing se hao..asking if he was with him and where were day..thn he call me..he say jq go home to change..thn he n tongzhe on their way to marina square..go arcade..play whole day..thn jq will join them ltr..omg..i wanna go!!!! but thn i will be the only girl!!! no girls to go with me too..!!! argh..felt so fed up..i wan to go out with him!!!! haiz, its impossible to go to a place so far so..went to the bus stop..
wanted to go home at first..but thn all of them keep asking me to go with them..thn i go lor..thn called pin han to ask him to meet at tiong to get the products for IPW..and called my mum to meet me to give me money..
pin han took such a long time to come..made me feel so fustrated..but somehow..not long after i went into popular, he came..
suddenly we change products again..haiz..thats the prob abt us..cannot decide..indecisive..everything will thk thoroughly abt the pros and cons wan..so hard to decide wat to make..in the end decided to make photo frame [improvised] and the bottle with the stars [improvised also] so yeah..spend nearly 2 hrs..finally solved the prob thn went home..
lol, so tired..at least we r done with IPW..

2004-02-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh..finally can get back to school..[although its only one day]..but i relle do miss my frens and him!!!!
LoLs, speaking of him, i dun thk i like another him liao, cos after wat happened today i juz found out that i juz loved him more n more each day..n i m going to see how long more i can like..i dun ever look out for another him..so..yeah..u shd noe hu is more important in my life..=P
anyway..there was a long list of announcements today..well..i noticed those announcements that were for him until i forgot wat was mine..LOL..alexandra house boys practice on monday..full dress rehersal for the total defence day tmr..reach my 8.45am..=P, monday upper sec assembly changed to 12.25, which is the same as lower sec!!! yeah!!! =D arghh..going to see him scouts uniform tmr..wonder how *shuai* he will be..!!! yupp..and tmr i hav band..which is also valentines' day!!!! aww..his nick says he's gonna spend this year's valentine alone again..noooo!!! if he wan me to spend with him, i can...i dun mind!!!! ahhhhh..!!! sing suen, truddy, huiyi and i are kinda pathetic..*whopps* dun blame me..;) but thn..kinda true..all of us..no steads..no dates..got crushes..but juz had to spend that day alone! so we were like trying to plan to go out together..change V day to F day! priscilla tot sick..she tot F day was FUCK day..why..omg..its FRIENDSHIP day!! xP duno how's the plan tho..we'll see..
was excused frm p.e today..lucky...hahahaha..my classmates all ran a total of 3 rounds and even had to come in within a time limit..and knowing mr kong..he's those kind of person who really links CME with p.e...always say we no integrity..and all crap..so all of them like wat..chiong lor..hahahaha..so all were dead beat, i guess?
had chinese test today..the comprehension was kinda hard..argh..my only wish is to win her..she has won me in both maths and science!!! nonono..no way..must buck up..cannot let her go 3A/B!! benjamin, again, left all the questions blank..me,being such a kind soul [awwwwww] helped him to write one word..hahahahaha..jkjk..=D went to toilet with the others..discussed about class t shirt n decided to stay back this afternoon to decide on the design..went for recess..ok so u noe the daily routine..=P
literature period hor..mrs dass was like wasting time tallking abt the cover page of the file lor..thn we juz listen the tape awhile thn bell ring liao..who ask her to be so naggy...=P
hahahaha..there came my fav period after lit..maths!! yepp..listening to all those critical, stupid and funny english mistakes mrs loke made..i nearly died laughing while reading the mistakes raynard and benjamin recorded ytd..i din noe she actually used such languages..recorded her mistakes again..wahahahaha..her mistakes actually got more and more silly..hahahaha..and finally, at the end of her period, we emerged the "Funniest mistake of the week" [i will divide this bcos i will divide this!], "Lamest mistake of the week"[number d! wat abt number d?], "Star mistake of the week"[i mentioned to u], "Pupil's choice of mistake of the week"[only this is wat we call] and lastly, "The top mistake of the week"[this one is the worksheet i gave u is this one]. hey, serious ok..we take note of her and she did say those u noe. LOL, ROTFL, LMAO. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
stayed back in class after bell rang at 12.25..everyone was eating the oreo whoever gave..[hahaha i dun even noe hu gave] managed to chase all those who were not staying back in the class to design the class tee and got to work..really had a hard time designing..i didnt noe it was that hard! it sounds kinda easy..-_-" ringo drew a design on the board..suppose to be a skateboard but everyone interpreted it as an orbital! LOL..so the idea of the orbital juz came and soon we got the back done..went down to photocopy the 2 designs..thking he was there but he wasnt..*heart sinks* so went up again..discussed and all..finally decided wat we were suppose to do thn went home..tried to see if he was in the canteen..couldnt really see..went to check the soccer field to see if he was there..but he wasnt..so juz walked with huiyi and valerie to the bus stop..
walked out of the school gate..and was about to reach the overhead bridge when i saw two similar figures..tot it might be se hao and jq but somehow changed my thking afterwards..as i came nearer to those 2 ppl..guess wat..u wouldnt believe it..it was them..he was there!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg!!!!!!! i couldnt believe it..i juz pretended not to see them..and thn valerie..so [dots]..go n ask me to look over there..make me hav to say "shhhhhhh"..thn i juz continued to walk..till i heard someone [obviously se hao] doing the muacks sound..pretended i duno who did it and juz turned over..ok..so i saw them..i say him..juz across the road..yeah..HE WAS JUZ ACROSS THE ROAD!!!!!!!!!! se hao pointed at him..alright..knew he was going to do that..i didnt really care..in fact i felt happy!!!!!!!! =D thn..omg..OMG..he said HELLO to me..OMG..HE ACTUALLY SAID HELLO TO ME..se hao didnt...BUT HE..he seldom said hi to me..normally it was always se hao..but this time, this time, HE ACTUALLY SAID IT..omg..i was so damn happy..i was grinning away in my heart..i pretended and said,"huh? orh, hello" i even used the word HELLO instead of HI cos he said HELLO to me..hahahaha..okok..i noe, i noe..i noe i'm mad..i went crazzzzeeee after they left..even heard se hao telling jq abt him saying to me..ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! went hugging and whining to huiyi..hahahahaha..huiyi asked whether it was the thinner one or the fatter one..thn valerie..so..[dots again] answered before i could answer..hahahaha..kept whining on the bus..kept grinning..awwwwww...how ssswwweeeeeetttt can he get?? he said HELLO to me!!!! omg..still cant get over the shock..arghh!!!!!!! till now i'm still grinning lor..!!! wonder how the hell could i ever forget him..never!!!

2004-02-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

arghh...sick, sick and SICK!!!!!
was totally sick today..was okay in the morning but when i got out of my house door my stomach started to ache..tot it was juz some pain that will go away after awhile..who noes..on the bus..walking to school..in class..it got more and more pain..in fact..the pain was unbearable..i juz feel like dying..man..it was that pain right..
went to staff rm to find mrs dass but she wasnt there..argh..so told ms khoo..she say go general office..went there n told mdm yani..she told us to go up to class..omg..4 stories!!!! how the hell can i actually climb that high when i hav such a fucking pain stomachache..managed to climb up to 2nd floor though..trying to look out for both himS while walking across level 2..but thn too pain le cannot carry out..stopped at the stairs that..ugh..felt like vomiting..cold sweat broke out..got blurred vision..so giddy..thn vomited..yeah..twice..felt better but thn still as pain..pain beyond pain..went up to third floor's toilet thn liyun, christine, valerie n mrs dass came in..thn i went out of the cubicle..mrs dass say go outside n sit..the pain juz went off and came again..when it came..i could tell u..i wanted to faint..sec3 got spot check..it was so pain thn that i dun even giv a damn to see if they were there..so..right..u shd noe how pain it was...
manage to force myself up to 4th floor..went into class..lied on the table..somemore the class so noisy..unbearable..ms azlina wrote english assignment on the board..too pain to copy it down..yeah..thn maths period went home..went to general office..thn waited for mum at foyer..stupid taxi driver..cannot send us home...must stop halfway at redhill mrt..waited for taxi at taxi stand..vomited thrice..haiz..those pple there..all fuckers..see pple vomit stand away frm me..i mean..i noe its normal reaction..but thn, HELLO? i'm sick okay..freak..
finally got a taxi thn went to see doctor..lucky it wasnt long before it was my turn..doctor check..say it was food poisoning..yeah..haiz..duno wat i ate..hard to say lar..sometimes juz happen on u de..so took the medcine and after that- WHEE! i was off to bed...hahaha..lol..slept until 12..woke up to eat lunch..ugh.. plain porridge! hahaha..but kinda nice too lar..thn went to sleep again..ahahaha..woke up at 4 n ate my medicine..lol..
haiz..wonder how is IPW..hope its fine..forgot to pass them my product though..haiz..

2004-02-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

*bleah*!!!!!!!!! didnt get to see him today- except for assembly, which is obviously the only time i can get to see him for the whole day unless i stay back!!!!!! argh..
hahahaha..today..really thnx to those boys in his class..their position i mean..i got to see him soooo damn clearly!! hahahahaha..yupp!!! he din see me..i thk..i hope not..whenever i look over he was looking to the front n talking to his fren..omg..hahahaha..so shuai..xP
ok lar..nv see him for the rest of the day liao..happy hor? no need to hear my whines..LoLs..
anyway, benjamin went really sick and mad today!!!! hahahaha..he was really toking soooo sick..he even put his hand above my v*g*n*..hahahahaha..until he realised wat the fuck he was actually doing he said sorry..hahahahaha..omg..sick...i influenced him..shit..hahahaha...he even ask abt girl's men***..so sick..and ask abt how a v*g*n* look like..and talk abt oral s**..how they do it and all..hey..not me..its BENJAMIN!!!!!! dun u thk its sick? OMG!!! cant stand it..i very scared lehs!!! hahahahahahaha..benjamin noe hu i like liao..the another him..he go check year book..say i got good taste..*grins* so happy..someone praise my crush wor~! he making me jealous n envious!!!!!! he managed to ask his crush out!!!!!! unfair and unjust!!!!! making me envious man..really!!!!! i cant possibly ask him out..never!!!! he will nv agree to it even if i say its kor n mei..he will suspect!!!! even if he agree, he will call se hao..me with 2 guys?? thn i will hav to ask someone along..thn it will turn out to be a -what the fuck- day!!!!
hahahahaha..we learnt symmetry today during maths..mrs loke used her body as an example..thn james say cut the v*g*n* into half..omg!!!! so sick..i kept luffing..hahahaha..kanta was rather sick today too..i mean..in fact 2c ppl r sick DAILY!! hahahahaha..
we were again recording the critical, stupid and funny english mistakes made by mrs loke..really made me luff like hell..her english ar..no wonder become maths tcher..LOL..too funny le..somemore benjamin go n write the 2nd runner up, 1st runner up and champion quote made by her..ytd n today..today she had more than 20 mistakes!!!! benjamin was busy writing down and raynard also saw the paper and offered to write..hahahahaha..
got back homec & maths test today..kinda happy lar..=D got improvement in maths..hahaha..
these few days keep getting caught by chinese tcher..for talking..arghh..why she always catch me..nv catch benjamin de..=( she sux ar she..=X
xiangjun, huiyi and valerie went to change into their p.e shirts after mrs loke dismissed us..the level 3 toilet was sooo disgusting..omg..i cant force myself to go into the toilet so we all went to the level 2 toilet..ugh..thking of the scene makes me relle wanna puke..=S
while walking towards the level 2 toilet..saw ruth..*pissed* told huiyi who she actually was..lol..huiyi say she not chio..*yay* so happy..at least someone argree with me!! hahahahaha..oh yeah..wanted shun lai's contact number but xiangjun couldnt get it for me..hahahaha..but thn too bad...ytd band i saw my senior's file thn i look..behind was the class relay system..3b's..omg..him!!!!! hahahaha..the first name i look is his name!!!!! =D thn i saw shun lai's house n hp number..hahahaha..=P
got IT course today..internet was disabled..argh..but thn it was enabled afterwards..LOL..we freaked n all went in straight into our blogs..hahahahaha..all tagged here and there..truddy's, huiyi's and my tag-board..hahahaha..even melia got a blog now..but there's smthg wrong with her template so mayb hav to help her change it the nxt IT lesson..hahahaha..these few days..all of us flood each other's board by typing sick and nonscence stuff..but thn so fun..see other ppl often like that..now we also..hahahaha..=D
everyone heck care the IT..hahahahaha..suppose to be doing wat..nobody has a clue..bet xiangjun also surf the net..hahahahaha..LOL..=D the tcher even admited today's lesson was talking crap..hahahaha..
thn after IT walked to the bus stop with truddy..hahahaha..walked thru the canteen first to see if they were there..no..soccer field..no..i hav no other clue where they were..haiz.

2004-02-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha..hey people..today's entry going to be TOTALLY abt him!!!!! hahahahaha..i'm so damn happy!!! =D
firstly, assembly!!!! wahahahahas...i saw like how mani times?? thnx to those 3b girls!!!! i cant even see at all!!! arghh...ahahaha..thn we went up to 3rd floor.. i told huiyi tt my blog entry will hav nothing abt him..hahahahaha..thn i look down to the parade square..saw his class walking...tried to look out for him thn i spotted him!!!! LoLs..hey i told ya i'm good at spotting him right? =P
thn went to back to class and all...got sci test on the periodic table today..wah..do damn hard lor..everyone was copying frm either frens or the paper..hahahaha..i turn back to look at weiliang's one, lean over to look at benjamin's and i even more pro..look at truddy's..hahahaha..xP
thn got english..ms azlina damn good sia let us listen to a song called "Where Is The Love" but thn actually got smthg got to do with the article she gave us ytd..when she told us the song title, i was like thking:ehh..abt love de..=D hahahaha..until i stared more at the song title ar..i found out that it was msn nick ytd ok!!!!!! n he still havent change it!!!!! his nick says,"where is the love..meaningful" i tot wat thing..i din noe it was- this???!!! omg..i kept grinning..until my cheeks hurt..hahahaha..i so happy lehs..the song kinda funny also lor..duno got wat mama de..me n benjamin luff like siao..thn i drinking water..nearly spit out..i even turn behind juz in case i spit n move weiliang's bag away juz in case i spit on it..hahahaha..benjamin freaked out..
anyway..i told benjamin abt him..the another him..hahahaha..=P he got trick lar he..but thn i relle like the another him mar..he ask who is jq leh..i dun wan to say..hahahaha..NEVER..i dun trust him THAT much..hahahahaha..now quite a number of ppl noe he like amanda liao..hahahaha..he was sick today lar..talking abt vibrator..make me so shock..first time see him toking sick ever since i sat with him..n we were luffing at mrs loke today..abt her criticial and stupid english mistakes..we even note in down..surprisingly she didnt say any "i mention to u" today..hahahahaha..benjamin says he wan to stead with amanda..omg..u thk he hav chance? hahahaha..so mean..but thn mebbe she juz treat him as her di..hahahahaha..benjamin's hopes dashed sia..
haiz, now so mani pple noe who i like lor..including casey..he said it today...argh..n some pple who noe r damn extra lor..hahaha..but thn its relle fun sharing with frenz..
anyway,mrs loke was rather mad today..said she couldnt have the remedial thn went bell rang she asked us to stay back awhile..siao..hahahaha..anyway..i had band today so..juz stay back lors..
thn i went band room..put bag..thn went dawson's place with sing suen, truddy, jacq and valerie..went to foodcourt n eat..did some gross stuff again..thn went back to school..hahahaha..thn guess wat lor..he was in the canteen..yeah..sitting at the bench there with his last year's frens..lucky they didnt shout at me..somemore now canteen..hahahaha..i duno whether he saw me..but thn i noe i keep grinning..thn truddy told me he was there...i say yah..i m trying to keep my cool..hahahahaha..=P
thn i went up to band room..set up instrument..thn went downstairs to canteen with winnie..went to buy drinks..i act wan lar..i dun even feel like drinking..but thn nvm..=D hahahaha..i thk he saw me lar..i was there for such a long time..cannot be he didnt see me..but thn lucky the others din see..*whew*
thn went up to band room cos it was almost time..went into music room..keep joking with raynard, benjamin and truddy..and the others..talking sick of cos..wat else? thats our profession..nah..jkjk..hahahaha..dun take my words too seriously hor..xP
thn woodwind section had to go to the geog room, so well..we juz went..we went in, set up the chairs and placed the stands neatly and put down our instrument we went out of the room to watch the total defence day parade..
they were abt to start..n the instructor havent come yet..so we watched lor..thn the thing started..i noe scouts was surely in..but i juz duno which side they coming out frm..so i look arnd..scanning the crowd..then finally i saw him!!!!!!!! coming out of the right [frm geog room view] and left [from parade square view]. hahahaha..he was standing at the 2nd row the 5th person..*grins*..for as long as i watch the parade i kept staring at him..only at that part where he was standing..my eyes din move!!! LoLs. omg..i cant explain it..i cant explain how *shuai* he was when he was down there..how *shuai* he was when he turn..how *shuai* he was when he remained so still..how *shuai* he was when he said the pledge and the uniform group pledge..omg..yar..i couldnt explain!! hahahaha..felt soo happy..=P
thn they finished n need to practice one more so they all falled out..thn i thk he was paying attention..when they giv command..he turn late..thn pple walk liao he havent..then he rushed..the action so *ccccuuuutttteeee* okies!!!!!!! hahahahs..omg..i was smiling all the way..in fact grinning..when i saw that!!!! =D(omg huiyi n truddy sure cant stand me liao=D) thn he n his frenz walk across the parade square to the another side..my eyes followed him..omg..so..argh..cant explain..u shd noe wat i mean lar! hahahaha..i duno where he go..hahaha..thn we had to go in liao..so sad.. =( when jinghui came out we knew that the practice was over so mayb he go home liao.. *wahhhhh* feel like crying..hahahaha..nolar..i so happy lehs..cry for wat..xP
in conclusion, today is a totally damn good day..hahahahaha..=P

2004-02-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahaha..had such a fun day today..was in a damn good mood!
went to school..hahahaha..told truddy n sing suen i finally downloaded gunbound..i suddenly juz became happy..cos he got play!!!! =D thn kept thking abt how would it be like if i play with him..omg!!!
hahaha..anyway, today we kept running up n down to find tie for xiangjun..hahahaha..i didnt dare to go into his class..well...=X
only saw him once at the assembly..u noe wat i m going to say lar..my frequent blog readers..;)hahahaha..my blog readers *hint hint* must be thking:"great" cos i haf nothing to say abt him! LOL!
day was pretty good..juz that i kept wanting to sleep!!!! hahahahas..but thn hor..the history test woke me up man..totally! cos the essay qn soooo mani bloody things to write..ms azlina gave us soo lil time..my hand so pain lehs..cos i write very hard de..
today the sec 1 cca was put up..so recess + lunch time went to look at it..only got 24 ppl join band..*bleah* not enuff ppl to torture sia..we got enuff torture when we were in sec1!!! hahahahas..
anyway, there was Prefects' Investiture during assembly..hahahaha..well, there was HAMTARO..he rocks man..so CUTE..hahahaha...in fact everyone heard as HAMTARO..hahahaha..we were so damn sacarstic..when they were giving out the badges to the sec2 prefects..when came to our class ppl..we cheered like hell for everyone except gregory..hahahaha..it was like.."Andrian Kanta" *cheers*. "Gregory Poon" *silence*, "Ringo Tan" *cheers even louder*, "Raynard Koh" *cheers" and "Robert Robin" *cheers*. HAHAHAHAHAHA...so bad right..hahahaha..our idea in fact..everyone laughed at gregory in fact..hahahahas..mrs dass saw us leh..LOL
after that got the craft workshop abt poetry..then got this teacher called MR LANCE sia...hahahaha..he seem kinda nice..thn suddenly heard jeremy n bangye say what..his chest hair..omg..hahahahaha..thn soon everyone noe le all luff like mad..thn i went mad also sia..thn he keep going towards our side...make me want to luff leh..i control...cant control!!!! he keep going to valerie's side leh..we luff n luff non-stop man..cos everyone think sick..liyun still say his chest hair is gold colour..wat abt his p*b*c hair..maybe leh..omg...hahahahahaha..
thn must present the poetry..so funny sia..jiahan's group best..the "ahhh" do until so shuang sia..hahahaha..raynard they all very bad leh..insult benjamin...today i keep telling him abt going on a date with his crush..he keep smiling n blushing leh..hahahaha..he like to put his index finger on his lips when i say his crush..like p1 kid leh..hahahahaha..
well, the workshop was indeed fun with all those luffing..hahahahaha..nxt monday still got somemore leh..can see somemore chest hair sia..LOL..
today after the workshop i wanted to walk by canteen way..thn valerie saw her bro's fren..so..din walk there..anyway they werent in the canteen i suspect they were in the soccer field..but thn when i got up the bus it passed the soccer field no one was there..argh

2004-02-06T18:36:00.000+08:00

it was not a typical day today. hahas. i'll explain ltr. read on.
saw him at assembly today..just once..when we were about to go up..kinda glad..besides that, didnt see him liao..in school..
day went well..dismissed at 11.15 today cos got cross country at 2.30..so we went home..the stupid 139..so damn long..finally it came..thn got up the bus..thn on the 273 bus i saw serene..sat opposite her..i keep luffing in the bus..hahahaha..i duno y..i see her i will luff de..cos junhao they all say i look like her..wahahahas..LoLs..
thn when i reached home..i went online!! hahaha..cos still got time..thn after that changed and walk to the bus stop to meet xiangjun n jeraldine..they all ar..so long thn come leh..suppose to meet at 1.45..thn 1.55 thn come...thn we walk to another bus stop..waited for 93/166..to go MacRitchie reservoir..waited so long..no bus..thn 166 came..asked the bus driver if got go there..he say NO ok..so diao..waited for 93 lor..finally it came..-_-"
thn we go upstairs..cos double decker..hahahaha..so empty leh..no1 at all..only 4 of us..hahahaha..u noe when we go up hor..the bus shake like hell leh..thn i keep luffing..luff like siao also..thn jeraldine say i am the sch ambassador..make me luff more man..hahahaha..=D
we very scared we late thn i go down ask bus driver take how long to reach..thn i went up again..thn we rmb must meet at old carpark..so xiangjun went down n us the bus driver..hahahaha..the bus driver must hav tot we were so irritating..hahahaha..
more n more qtss pple came up the bus..thn got one stop..xiangjun say she saw shun lai..thn the name like so familiar..hahahaha..thn i rmb its the 2b wan..that time i chasing se hao to giv him back the money for the drink he treat me..thn shun lai help se hao nv help him..hahaha..thn i go n scold him..hahahaha..
thn we keep talking on the bus..he very cute lehs..plump plump de..hahahas..i second time meet him can talk so much liao..hahahaha..he noe abt i like jq lehs..i thk their whole class noe ar..
anyway..we talk lor..thn reach the place liao..so got down frm the bus..thn i keep saying shun lai cute..thn he angry..hahaha..pull my hair sia..=X hahaha..thn after that we walk too fast thn lost him liao..he really very cute lehs..
at first we sit in class..i was trying to look out for him..but to no avail..scouts was doing duty..they no need run..so good de..saw some scouts..but thn duno where the hell was he man..-_-"
thn tcher juz talk talk..thn the C girls have to move to somewhere..so we got up..n walked..thn reach the starting point we do some exercises..thn the race start..
initially, me, huiyi, valerie, xiangjun, jeraldine, sing suen, truddy all run..run quite good liao leh..last year we all run a little thn stop liao..this yr run quite alot wor..=D then we stop..walk n talk..hahaha..at that time juz started..still got energy..as we runned and walked more..we got more tired man..so tired ok..i juz feel like collapsing on the floor...leg so pain..no energy at all..running out of breath..
on and off we ran n walked..there were certain stations..but he wasnt there..saw casey though..thn runned, jogged, walked, talked..hahahaha..finally reach finishing line..the first thing i do was to take my water bottle and drink..i drank the whole bottle in a few seconds..so thirsty..wan to faint liao..thn we go n change milo and drink..thn we all sit down there..n talk..wah..even when i wan to sit down that time can feel my leg muscle so pain..=X thn we look at the pple coming in..saw se hao..hahahaha..NO HENRY..hahahaha..of cos not lar..hahahaha..LoL..
i wanted more milo..but nobody wan to spare the coupon..thn kt came..ask me whether i wan..before i said i wan, he go n say,"enhance ur b*e*s* leh..so gross...i freaked out..but anyway..he gave me two coupons..good lar..i was so thirsty...gulped it down in 5 seconds..
thn awhile later we got to go n sit according to our house colour liao..i spotted "hamtaro" in commonwealth house..hahahaha..we down there luffing liao siao..thn sing suen still say the bball girls are invading..i thk sick..hahahahaha..
about going to end that time hor..i saw him leh!!!!!!! in scouts uniform..OMG..so damn shuai..esp in the uniform!!!!! look so smart lehs!!!! i so shocked..i shouted omg so loudly and keep whining and luffing to sing suen..hahahaha..LoLs..christine also came n told me..thn i purposely delay time so he walk nearer..wahahahahas...=P thn while we walking out to the main road that time..he was juz behind me..then i saw se hao waiting there..he ask me if i got see him..i wan to see ah..if only i can see..=P thn i saw him come out..i grin like siao..hahahaha..nolar...but thn i very anxious..
thn we reached the traffic light..thn alot of pple crossing mar..so we abt the last to cross..thn we cross halfway red light leh! hahahaha..we were stucked in the middle of the road..me, xiangjun, jeraldine, truddy, sing suen, weiliang and raynard..hahahahaha..thankfully..james havent cross the road..so we waited for him...jq was there too..=D thn they cross..jq cross faster than james..=D thn se hao saw me..go n point at jq..wah lao..he like to diao me wan leh..hahahaha..thn he saw what se hao doing leh..i paiseh lors..so show middle finger to se hao..thn he show me also..thn i take the middle finger move up n down..hahahaha..thn he also...funny sia..but i kinda regret doing that to my kor so after that on bus i sms him say sorry..tell him the reason y..hahaha..he's so thoughtful..say nvm n say used to it liao..nice kor hor?
they didnt take bus..they walk another way..take taxi..but well, i'm kind of glad liao lor..considered very lucky le..
went to fetch my sis..walk halfway saw james n weiliang alighting frm the 273 bus..hahaha..talked to weiliang for awhile..ask him where he go..ask him wat bus he take..hahaha..thn said bye..
wah..my leg muscles now damn pain lor..tonight must have a good night's sleep..tmr got band..doing footdrill...*bleah*..i not going ar..so tired today..leg aching liao tmr still wan me to go n do footdrill..thats totally out of the qn..=P

2004-02-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

wad else can i say but i saw him? hahahaha..thats my main topic for everyday man..i mean..welll..
morning assembly. the first time i saw him...3b was beside 2c..so cool sia..=D i look to the right can see liao..wah..i grin like siao lor..he so damn shuai..=X lucky he nv look over..if at tt time i looking ar..thn cham liao..hahahas..i keep looking over..i thk the few 3b girls may wonder y i keep looking over...hahaha..
thn we went up to class..thn got english..got back test paper..i got 29/30 ok!!!! argh..it was such a careless mistake..if i was more careful i could have got full marks..1 more diff in the paper is 4 marks diff in the total percantage upon 100!!!! argh..u noe how much is 4 marks? f***. hahaha..priscilla n jeraldine got 30/30..duno how much ringo get leh..hahaha..priscilla very pro in english leh..cos she read lots of books...yeah..n thats how she noe "mad is a pun, it can mean u r angry or crazy"..well...its great being with her sometimes..u do benefit..
thn after our recess we hav to go sci lab..me n ss rush like siao..cos sci lab second floor thn sec3 is at level 2 too..so..hahaha..u noe..thn we pretend to wait for the rest of them..thn i saw him ok!!!!!!! he saw me also..omg..he so shuai..hahaha..i noe i keep saying that, but well, he is shuai...*bleah*=P thn i saw se hao n henry also..thn we go sci lab lor..i didnt see the another him leh..i duno y i dun ever recognise him..maybe i dun even noe him thats y dun even rmb how he look like..but that time at the stairs there i recognise leh..mayb i not pro enough to recognise him in crowds..not like i'm so pro in recognising jq in crowds..=P
thn after school today got literature test..must stay back..so went canteen first, hoping he was there..but he wasnt..oh well..i knew it..i knew he wont come down that early..thn we saw mrs dass..she say she got something on..will be late..thn we ask her to postpone..she say only if whole class say yes..thn we run up ask the class..all say ok..run down to tell her again thn went up to take bag..thn this gregory..so extra ok..duno y stay in the canteen..thn he come up n tell us the test is on..freak him man..somemore u noe who come n invigilate us..jenna, pauline and ruth ok..pauline keep staring at me lor..thn jeremy ask me to go n kill ruth..hahahaha...=P
after that..thn me n sing suen go canteen put bag..cos got dundee house practice..that was it..i saw him..i SAW him ok..he always face another side..freak...but thn michelle there..yeejie plus yunxin..thn michelle saw me smiling leh..aiyar..i thk she noe lor..thn we go n change..then we find places to put bag..took so long to decide..thn finally settled on a place...thn sent truddy to school gate..hahaha..thn went back to sch..he was still there..he saw me too...thn we went somewhere..came back sing suen wan to buy drink so i go with her thn saw he not there liao!!!!!! wtf!!! ='( so we juz walk arnd..cos still got lots of time left..thn we walk here n there..thn we decided to walk to the foyer turn one round then go back to the canteen..thn i lazy to walk so tell sing suen to cut thru after the guides board...guess who i saw...HIM..omg..i nearly screamed...i clutched sing suen..hahahaha..i was so shocked..i wasnt prepared for it..hahaha..really lor...
thn we walk arnd again..hahahaha..nothing to do so juz walk..hahahaha..lol..thn the 2nd time we walk thru after the guides board there..i turn right..thn guess wat again...i saw him again..damn..he saw me again!!!!! i scared he thk i tailing him or wat?! he duno its fate meh..F-A-T-E..hahahaha...jk lar..thn i go bookshop there..stayed there for awhile..then we walk again..then it was like abt time liao n we saw everyone gathering so we went there too..thn guess wat...the scouts were in the parade square..they fall in..omg...he was there..2nd row the most corner..sat go band when we fall in i must stand there!!!!!!! thn we were ask to go to another place..juz beside the parade square..i had to walk pass them..i duno whether i blush anot..but thn i noe i very anxious..very..
then we were there..tcher talked..but i didnt listen..i was looking at their squad..he march so shuai ok..the way he stands so still..the way he turn..omg..its perfect man..=P
since thn i didnt see him for the whole day liao..haiz..dundee house practice was too long..it was raining so we went to hall..thn got prefects investiture also..thn we watch lor..hahaha..thn when they read out the name hor..got one guy's name is tan da rong lar..thn sing suen told me she heard as "hamtaro" lehs..hahahaha..we luffing like siao there..thn the nxt person was timothy hwang..his face so toot leh..hahaha..anyway at abt 5 plus i lied to mrs ng that i hav to fetch my sis by 6..well..i really need to fetch my sister..but not by 6 lar..by 7..=P hahahaha..so walked with pin han to the bus stop thn he went to the mrt..
saw kt at the bus stop..heard him saying,"how can she be scared of a pervert when she is so pervertic" i duno whether referring to me anot lehs..he thn pervert ar..ahahaha..but i was like thking:where's christine? wahahahas..=D

2004-02-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the more i see him the more i like him!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..it doesnt help..it doesnt!!!!!! liking another him doesnt help at all!!!!!!!!
today sec2s had to stay back for spot check...grin was the first thing i did before i even ensured my hair, uniform, shoes, socks were alright. i waited..for the sec3s to walk pass..when 3c came i stared..another him was inside...when 3b stood up i stared even more..didnt wan to stare soo hard though cos ltr very obvious...thn i juz look lor..i mean..who would look up right..hahahahas...thn i look down for awhile the look up again..thn guess wat!!!!! i saw him lehs!!!!!!!!! his look is like he juz turned away!!!!!!!! somemore i sit the most corner de!!!!!!!! omg..it was so close...such close contact..i wan to faint right on the spot! ahahahahahaha..i saw the another him also leh..juz grin lor..not much reaction..=D
that was the last time i saw him for the day!!! uh. so sad. hahahahaha..after school got IT..so stayed back..went to canteen..some of his frens were there, but he wasnt. haiz..so sad lehs. no energy booster liao. wahahahaha. thats wat sing suen say..hahahahaha..anyway IT was really cool..so cool that the teacher switched off the internet access..awwwww...what the hell..hahahah..nxt week we doing another thing..thn the tcher say must write what topic we doing..i duno wat to write lor..thn like almost everyone choose sports so i also choose that lor..thn jeremy said do scouts..i freaked out totally..hahahaha..i grin like siao...hahahahaha..
today in sci lab also funny sia? got test tube and test tube holder..hahahaha..the word "test tube" and "test tube holder" like replacing some words wor? hahahaha..welll..
tmr got dundee c division boys n girls practice..dun wanna go lehs..but no choice must go..if sing suen not going thn i say i got tuition..will be real tired lor..friday got cross country lehs..but thn boys diff route..argh....
hahahaha today me n benjamin were luffing away at mrs loke cos of her english..we even wanted to count how many times she said,"i mention to u"..hahahahaha..we were mad..luffing like hell at the qns in the brainteasers book..n i kept teasing him abt his crush..surprisingly with my long persuasion ytd i managed to persuade him into bringing his crush's photo..his taste not bad sia..cute ger..small sized..but sec4 wor..wahahahahas..
benjamin is mad..he use GATSBY..hahahahaha..in class ok.....white colour somemore..hahahahaha..feel h*r*y...hahahah...he still ask me if his hair is nice...wtf...
had a fun time tricking xianliang today..he wanted to see benjamin's crush pic...but thn benjamin dun let..so we take paper n draw out n give him...thn i go n write benjamin n her name..thn giv xianliang..we dun wan to giv him the photo..so he threatened to pass the paper arnd..thn we say okok we giv..hahahaha..i took out the photo n then we take foolscap paper n fold and put in the frame..hahahaha..in exchange for that paper..xianliang fell into the trick leh..hahahaha..thn when he sae it, he threw back the "photo"..hahahah..
after IT, at the bus stop..we were waiting for our bus..thn jia han's bus came..186..thn truddy n i pull his bag..dun let him go..thn managed to stop him frm getting up the bus..hahaha..he pissed lor..wanted to stop me frm getting up the bus also..thn hashimah there also..go n scold me sia..F*** ar..stead infront only go n side jiahan..hahahahaha..haiyo..now my shoulders aching sia..bag everyday so heavy..*duh*

2004-02-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i saw him!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh..help!!!! i cant control liao!!!!!!!!!! feel like grinning but also feel like crying!!!!!!!!!
morning ar, those 3b girls, keep blocking me!!!! me make cannot see him!!!! argh!!!!! even when i stand up liao also cant see..when i was at 3rd floor..saw 3b but cant spot him!!!!!!! argh!!!!!
thn recess time..went to eat and all..thn went up to class..thn i went to fill water bottle with valerie..thn saw sing suen and truddy walking towards class...they say they saw him ok!!!!!!!!!! nxt time i wan to follow they all le lar!!!!!!!!! ='( sing suen say he was at p.e..thn they were at the hall..i shouted so loud ok..,"i wan to go!!!!!!!!" wahahahahahas...so many heard n saw!!!!!! LoLs. then i went to stand outside the class, waiting for them to come out frm the hall..when they came out i was looking soooo closely..my eyes nearly popped out..hahahahahaha...thn they came out...saw alot of guys wearing alexandra t-shirt..but where was he??? thn i SAW!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg..he was running ok..chasing after his fren..so damn- what?! cant explain the feeling lehs!!!!!!! omg omg omg..!!!!!!!!! i was in a rather happy mood throughout the rest of the day..then after the last period must continue one more period of maths..thn ms azlina came to giv us back the history test..then after we were dismissed, me, truddy, huiyi, valerie, raynard and benjamin all want to go dawson's place...so i went band room to put bag first, thn went staff room to put the english compos in ms azlina's letter tray thn went downstairs to the bookshop to meet valerie and huiyi. BOOKSHOP. IN THE CANTEEN. OMG. I SAW HIM. he was drinking lemon barley..hahahahaha..i was so far from him yet i could see what he was drinking..he tuck out shirt..shuai man...=D i wanted to stay in canteen!!!!!!! they all dun wan..always when i wan to go dawson he must be in the canteen!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!! saw se hao they al coming..so he must be staying back. OMG. F***. so damn pissed. went foodcourt to eat..so mani pple went also..including froggie..hahahahaha..thn after we finish eating we went back to school..i went with truddy..
thn we walk into the school..the soccer field there..then we saw some guys playing at the fitness corner there..wear long pants somemore..i thought it might be them..so asked truddy to walk across the field as a shortcut..thn truddy say dun wan..so i dun walk lor..cos i thk it wasnt them either..
BUT. when i got closer, i saw him ok!!!!!!!!!!!! it was him!!!!!!!!!!! OMG. i wanted to walk pass there but it would be very obvious..so we walk to the photocopying machine there..until i thought that i relle need to photocopy the periodic table..so i took out frm truddy's file...but found out that i no money..hahahahaha..thn truddy no small change to lend me..hahahahahaha..down on my luck or what???!!! so i we walked out of the canteen n to the carpark..they were near there..i pretend i nv see them..then pretend to help truddy do her books properly..then i heard the "muacks" sound..obviously it was se hao. so i pretend to turn n look. then i saw HIM. my heart pound like 1 million per second and my heart skipped a few beats. really lehs!!!!! then se hao shouted,"jq!!!!!!" followed by i heard henry shout,"jq!!!!!!!!!!" then the whole gang of them shout lehs!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i felt soooooo embarrassed....SOOOOOOOOO embarrassed...its EMBARRASSMENT BEYOND EMBARRASSMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i couldnt describe it..i shouted..so loudly...out of fear and humilation...i was so scared....i felt like digging a hole right on the spot and juz bury myself in it..i duno how to face him...i nearly cried..it was so embarrassing...infront of everyone and infront of HIM!!!!!!!!!! i kept whining..i cant help it..i really cant..i juz felt too..i duno..haiz.
i already cleared the misunderstanding with him...he treats me as mei n fren liao...if i can hav that i very happy le..but thn HENRY has to do n ruin things..he is a totaly freak..i dun blame se hao..on account that he's my kor..but HENRY..he's the total extra one...F***.
still thought se hao will wait for michelle thn jq will wait also. gym ends at 5.30. so does band. i tot can take same bus as them, but well, they went off earlier, abt 4. haiz. just my luck today. i didnt hav such embarrassing incidents since p4..p4 ok..5 years..OMG.

2004-01-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! saw jq today at scouts while marching..so paiseh ok..somemore he keep looking at me..i feel so uneasy!!!! but thn of cos i very happy larh..hahahaha..the junhao lar..keep left rank..then make me keep facing him..so fooking paiseh k..well i did took my chance to look..make me wan to grin!!!!! thn hor..they also got like sort of march lar..but thn when they march hor, junhao nv giv command to turn!!!!!!! f***!!!!!!! can see him very good le lar..somemore u noe its like how mani days..wahahahahas..
after that they all fall out..went to the scouts den there..if i were to walk there..sure very obvious mar..so i dun wan lor..thn after that went up for band..hahahaha..today got some performer in my section..zhen an..be entertainer..make we all luff like siao..hahahaha..do all those kind of tricks sia..weishan do so funny..wahahahaha..the instructor also saw us luffing..=P
today i keep turning behind to look at junhao n adeline..hahahaha..i keep observing leh...they so gross..whole the euphonium same way..then junhao sleep n face left adeline sleep n face right..they keep toking..tok until so nice n engrossed somemore..junhao still smile leh..hahahahaha..ivan also one sick guy..really sick..kinda scared of him..that day arie pester me for band fund thn i say i no money cos i use it to buy something personal..thn ivan was there...he asked me,"was it con***..so sick ok..i was so shock..he actually said it out!! hahahahaha..band pple r sick lar..thn today i keep looking to trumpet section..thn ivan like keep looking at me with that kind of face..thn i told raynard about smouldering..thn he say come on..i scared of him n benjamin liao leh...
after band..thn we fall in..surpirisingly junhao forget abt my pumping..hahahaha..good...=P i was standing beside ivan..then got elbow dressing..thn his elbow keep poking me leh..so freaky! hahahaha..today duno who say they got tuition.."pu si" hahahahaha..i was grinning away..
thn i went dawson's place with truddy n zhengyi..wanted to go to my house there the 7 eleven there though..but on second thoughts..well..anyway, went to 7 eleven n eat mashed potato..so gross leh at first..the yellow thing come out..hahahahahaha..i felt h*r*y..hahaha..thn we go up to the foodcourt...saw so mani pple...scouts, ncc, npcc, bball..including alwin..wahahahaha..where's priscilla..hahahahaha..
i got go the tidbit shop also..go tok to the auntie..i buy ice cream..ahahaha..i ask the auntie give me alot..hahahaha..good sia..=P
thn finish eating we go home lor..i made it home to go to my aunt's place..juz came back not long ago..very full lehs =X

2004-01-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

guess wat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i toked to him online ytd with se hao!!!!!!!!!!!
thnx to se hao!!!!!!!! =D
i kept grinning the whole time..my heart was pounding like mad..n se hao is mad!!!! he ask me to overcome my fear..he said that infront of jq!!! and still say wat,"even though u asked him tt qn b4, still can be frenz right?" oh F***!!! what the!!!! se hao ar..i told him liao..thn he still like that!!!!! very paiseh lehs..oh yar..he still ask me not to be paiseh lehs!!!!!!! wah lao like that make jq noe!!!!!!!! i dun wan lehs!!!!!!!!!
after 1 week and 7 days ah, i finally saw him today!!!!!!!!!! i went to school thn i told truddy n jeremy wat happen....i still go n tell truddy wat, he so humorous, i love it..hahahahaha..of cos its a joke lar...thn jeremy wan to go n find him...thn i also wan!!!!!!!!! but thn i go until there i scared lehs cos jq sure suspect mar..thn i run off lehs...thn i saw se hao come out..thk jeremy told him..after 4 weeks ah, thn i realised he in 3b!!!!!! not 3c!!!!!!! wat the f***!!!!!!! how can i duno?!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he appeal lehs!!!!!!!!! omg omg..ahhhhh!!!! today i go down that time hor..saw se hao..but no jq..thn truddy saw they were behind hiM!!!! nxt time i wan to follow truddy liao lar!!!! but i saw him in his class...he also saw me...omg!!!!!!!!
i wan to die liao lar!!!!!!!!!! lets tok abt other thgs!!!
anyway..today i got back my math test..8/25!!!!!!! very good hor? hahahaha..i expected that i will fail lar...kinda moody at first..but after that not so liao..hahahaha
today got band..3.30 start..thn 12.30 dismiss liao..so truddy, valerie, priscilla, christine, huiyi and liyun go gr8 world together..go n eat..thn after they finish eating hor..we go n pour the sauce into the drink cup..put the wet tissue..pour soup n chilli..so gross! hahahahaha..i started first wan...gross man....thn we go n walk arnd...thn me n truddy go back to sch...while walking over the overhead bridge hor..we saw pple playing soccer in the field outside the sch..thn we tot it was jq..so i went maddddddd i screamed like hell and walk so fast ok..hahahahaha..in the end..it wasnt them...hahahaha..but i went to canteen lar..n guess wat...they were there!!!!!!!!!! i pretend go buy drink..thn i took my chance to look!!!! i was with winnie n sherlin..i try to make them stay in the canteen..at first se hao do the muacks sound..i dun wanna respond..the nxt time he do thn i respond..thn he point to jq lehs!!!!!!!!! f***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jq noe i still like lar!!!!!!!! but he call me mei i very happy le lors...=P
hahahaha..ok lar..today went for tuition for the first time..sian..tired..*yawn*

2004-01-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

haiz
no time to blog at all..always missing one or two days here n there..well..i thk its kinda good already..i guess as time pass i will not be blogging for like what-perhaps a week
tests, tests, tests and more tests!!! i was occupied with test for the whole week!!! chinese test on monday, history test on tuesday, math test ytd, science test today and chinese test tmr!!!! home econs test on nxt wednesday and math test on thursday. LOOK!!! ahhhhh...help me...someone please help..so stressed up..remedials everyday, or everyday haf to stay back..band practices till 5 plus..so tired..homework piling up day by day..even music hav project..IPW..group members dun cooperate..except melia..=X english got existing project..i leader somemore lehs..stressed lor..IPW i also leader..freak..they all choose me..always push it to me wan..argh...
btw today gregory was really irritating!!!! after english i went to xiangjun's place to tell her abt our mistakes in the compo..thn gregory kept bossing me to go back to my seat..i dun mind if he tell me properly..but i relle cant stand it if he tells me in a way that as if he is very gr8 as a prefect..no respect for me..he has the right to tell me off but he should be courteous..i so damn pissed lor..so i juz ask him to wait in an irritated tone..i walk halfway got mistake thn walk back tell xiangjun lor..thn walk again got mistake so went back..i duno y this gregory keep looking at me n keep picking on me..other pple also walk arnd..even ringo, robert, raynard or kanta also nv tell me off..only he..so fucking extra..talk so much in class..like a toad...wan to jio jeraldine..go n die lar..he hav no chance lor..
until i relle wan to go back that time he call me to go back to my seat again..i so damn freaking angry ok..i shouted at him,"ok lar i going back now!" then everybody heard...hahaha..liyun still say good job....hahahahaha..i dun care already ah..i so angry...he thks he is wat...prefect so wat..abuse his authority..so fucked up..robert wrote my name in class diary..aiya who cares..i feel relle good after scolding him..i tolerate him very long le lor..nv shouted at him like that before..this shout is for all the bossing arounds he gave me..
anyway..i didnt see jq for 1 week and 6 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man!!!!!!!!! how could i ever live??!!! hahahahahahas..i'm relle dying to see him!!!!!!!!!! year book is not enough!!!!!! haiz!!!!!
i also got like someone else leh!!!!!! but cannot say in blog..=P today after science hor..we walking back to class frm science lab mar..then i walk to 2nd floor hoping he was there..dun hav..=( then i walk up to 3rd floor..going up to 4th floor that time, saw se hao n some other ppl including henry coming down..why i always see se hao?! not jq???!!!! why se hao n him not same class??? thn where se hao go he will go thn i can see him!!!!!!!! thn i saw somemore pple coming down..tot it was jq but it wasnt..*heart sinks* but thn saw 2 more pple coming down..i walking with christine n toking n thn i realised it was him..nono..not jq..another him!!!!! i was like, OMG!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha...i relle so shock lehs!!!! got two times like that!!! hahahahaha...he relle very shuai leh..more shuai than jq..=D hahahaha..now staring at the year book...duno whether they good frens anot leh..but i heard se hao toking abt him before..say he play soccer thn slide..=D i duno him he duno me leh..i juz like leh..i hope se hao can help me leh..

tHeRe iS nO fOrEvEr, fOr eVeRytHiNg cOmEs tO aN eNd]`

2004-01-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

hihihihihihihihi!!!!!!
finally i got to blog!!!! *grins*
back frm my holiday..what fun..yeah..but kinda sad..hav to leave..its like so nice lor..i on holiday thn frenz studying..wahahahas..=P
well, at least i did not miss much..no new chapters done..lucky ar..but thn got alot of test to take lor..took chinese and history le..left one more chinese and math..haiz..sian..thn thursday got sci n eng test..friday got chinese test again..wah..f*** man..so mani..the tchers r mad..so stressed up..sec2 relle turns out to be the way my senior said.. =X
second day ever sinced i came back..so far no notice frm the principal that i hav to get some punishment or something..whew..i hope there isnt any punishment at all..hahahahas..
stayed back for history test, literature remedial and band today..so mani things hor? dun even hav time to eat..but thn i also not hungry lar..hahaha..can save money also lehs..hahaha..BUT THN AR..after sch jq surely go canteen eat mar..thn hor..i nv go..missed the chance lehs!!!!!!!! argh!!! i havent been seeing him for a week!!!! i miss him like hell!!!!! heard frm jeremy n sing suen he was at 4th floor today!!!! oh fuck!!!!
tell u smthg ar..i relle hate her more n more n more n more n more n more n more OK!!!!!!!! so glad today..she got scolding..hehe..=P see her face i so shuang lor..me n valerie..shuang man..=D serve her right..no dignity..no intergrity..act chio..fuck man she..
so tired today..duno why? nearly slept in chinese class..tired n hungry..makes me lethargic..real lethargic..my eyes kept dropping..i forced my eyes to open..worst..haiz..no sweets to keep me awake also...looking at the time..wanting it to past faster but i juz passed so slowly..i slept whenever i had the chance to..=X

*--i dUn wAnNa FaLL iN LoVe, tiLL i fAlL iN LoVe wItH u--*

2004-01-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

man oh man oh man oh man!!!!
i'm going crazy!!!! so stressed up..so many homework..so mani test when i come back!!!! tell me how the hell can i enjoy my holiday then?
anyways, my mum had her com..so i tried to borrow n blog for today..i wasted the whole day today..doing nothing..i rather fly back to singapore and go sch n thn come back..argh..
well, past few days hav been going to relative's house and kept going out to eat..hahahaha..i dun wan to eat!!!!! hahahahahaha...=D
valerie said there was science n history worksheet..she help me do the history worksheet le..hahahas..she say got literature also..n thn still must do the english grp work..she told me xiangjun's idea..hahahaha..must make a story abt apple or orange..thn xiangjun say "why is the orange shaped like a ball" hahahaha..i ask valereie to tell them.."why is an apple shaped like a b*e*s*..hahahahaha...sick? yeah...ahahaha..
heard that ringo say the pupil's creed today yah? ahahaha..cant imagine it wor..anyway..val said that christine changed place during assembly again..well..duno lar..wahahahas...at least for 2 days i no need to climb staircase..very tired de lehs..
today i was doing some kind of reflection..it seems that i like that him again lehs..at first started to dun like..after wat happened at level 2!!!!! wahahahaha..anyway..kinda worried wat will happen to me when i come back..wonder wat punishment the sch will gimme lehs?
ok lar..the dial-up very ex de..gtg le..cya soon okies?

2004-01-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

wahahahas..hey peeps!!! i now in senai airport de cafetaria..free internet access! whoo-hoo!!! LoLs..at least still can blog for today!! hahahahas..anyways...my flight was suppose to be 9.40..now changed to 10.05 so i hav a hell lot of time!! hahahahahas..duno how long they let us use leh?
i'll make it fast k, today nothing relle happen lorx, but thn morning so unlucky..woke up at 6..got ready by 6.29..n got out of house at 6.27..went to 7 eleven, saw auntie fauziah, n bought sweets...thn got one bus came..suppose if catch that bus can catch 6.50 139..thn valerie went ntuc to get cardboard..so din catch..thn i found out i nv bring literature..ran up to my house..got the book n ran down..wahahahas..so gong arh me.. =X thn late le..so took 273 to outside the bus stop thn waited for taxi..lucky got taxi lor..or else we will be late..hahahahas..unlucky, horz?? =X
in sch nothing much happen lor..relle..even abt that u-noe-hu also dun hav..hahahahas..i scared pple look wat i blog so got to get out of this pg asap..
okays, chill!! nxt blog entry on 26th..wahahahas..i'll try to blog whenever i see a com!! LoLs..=D

2004-01-15T19:02:00.000+08:00

arghh...woke up late today..didnt on the alarm ytd..lucky valerie call me to ask why i m not there yet..or else i can even thk of not going to sch...wahahahas..
i rushed like hell lor..nv eat breakfast...so hungry..first period hungry liao..whats more waiting 2 more periods before i can hav some food..
thn recess finally came..i want to eat!!! wahahahahas..i guess i'm too used to having breakfast thats y one dun eat cannot de..hahahas..
today there was supposed to be chinese remedial after sch for the test..but thn tcher borrowed a period frm music period..so we took the test thn no need to stay back liao..then me, valerie, priscilla, melia, truddy n sing suen decide to go to dawson's place..
thn we walking down..then we walk until 2nd floor..i was wanting to walk pass sec3 classes..but thn they surely dun wan..so i walk down the stairs..feeling rather moody..i was looking up mar..suddenly horz, i saw someone running past..guess wat, it was JQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yar!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went totally maddddddd when i saw him!!!!!!!!! truddy n sing suen also saw...i went "omg!" "omg!" i was shouting at the top of my LUNGSSSSSS!!!!! it juz happen too fast!!!!!! like in a blink of an eye i was really too shock!!!!! he was tying his tie...for duno wat reason...his tie not like ours..his must really tie wan..thn he was like running lor..at the same time tying..omg...omg and OMG!!!!!!!!!!! u shd see it ok!!!! he was so damn bloody freaking S-H-U-A-I!!!!!! yeah, S, H, U, A, I- SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! i dun thk i can ever forget him alright!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!
hahahaha..saw some last yr 2f guys..valerie buy the mashed potato..thn we went up to the foodcourt to see pris n melia..thn we went downstairs..bough ice cream...valerie is crazy..she is!!!!! she bought chocolate ice-cream, add chocolate rice, chocolate chip and chocolate fudge!!!!!! quadraple chocolate? omg!!!! its fattening and heaty!!!!!
thn we went back to school...i mean like walk pass school...thn saw some boys playing at the soccer field..tot he was going to be there so i wanted to walk in thn walk out again..we went to the canteen first to see if he was there...HE WAS OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they dun wan to keep me company...valerie got drama..but thn i dun wanna stay with her...i was trying to look as much as i can within the shortest time!!!!!!!!!! even when i walked pass the photocopying shop, i looked thru the small holes!!!!! thats how i can really see right!!!!!!!! i thk se hao saw me...thn i thk he tell jq...thats y i saw him turn arnd..but lucky i was at the holes there..or else so pai seh de lehs!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's really occupying my whole mind!!!!!!!!!! i wan to concentrate on studies!!!!! well, i do hope i can if i dun bring up the past!!!!!!! i tot by liking the ivan frm 2b last year will make things better but who noes i dun like that ivan a single bit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in fact, i loved him more!!!!!!!!!! omg, i really do need help!!!!!!!

2004-01-14T18:48:00.000+08:00

qtss sucks to the core
qtss sucks to the core
qtss sucks to the core
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qtss sucks to the core
qtss sucks to the core
qtss sucks to the core
qtss sucks to the core
qtss sucks to the core
qtss sucks to the core
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes, qtss really sucks to the core!!!!!!!!!!!
went to look for mr toh today n he was so naggy right, talking abt why the school dun allow students to take leave during school term..i felt like shouting in his face,"my mum has told me that ytd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
fuck lor, i wanna go overseas during chinese new year..i mean its like..only missing 2 days of school wat..no big deal...
he say wat, if i go, it will a very serious offence wor..go to hell lor..its also not my fault..its parents fault mar..fuck..
he say i wan to go can go lor but thn come back must face punishment..n say watever punishment the school give thn must accept..what the fuck..go n die lar they all..if they dare to giv me harsh punishment my mum go MOE complain arhz..
anyway, today assembly didnt see jq but thn i saw him!!!!!!! ahhhh..so shuai lor...after school got band, saw truddy n sing suen in the canteen thn truddy say jq was there..i was going to dawson's place mar..promised valerie n sherlin jie..shit them lor..if i din go i can see him!!!!! argh!!!!!
thn chinese lesson we must write compo..thn alot of pple dun hav compo book mar..so tcher ask jacq go bookshop buy..me n truddy went mad lor..we keep raising our hand..asking tcher for permission to go with jacq..cos its upper sec recess..i wanna see them!!!! kalun was passing something to james mar..thn once tcher nod her head ah, i got out of my seat thn kalun's and james' hand blocking my way so i used my hand and make their hands apart n run through!!!!!!! wahahahas...everybody saw how excited me n truddy were...oh man...wahahahaha...
thn got band..went up with pamela jie..set up instrument..went in band room n tune..thn we juz play thn do sectionals thn fall in lor..i soo unlucky lor..stand infront..but thn quite lucky also..no elbow dressing..hahahahas..
i wait for the bus wait so long lor..so tired le..6.30 thn reach home..sian..

2004-01-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

ok i have nothing else to say other than this- i saw jq and him!!!!!
today morning assembly hor..we went down lor..thn i walk until the open spaced stairs thn i look up at 2nd floor hor..then he was there lor..he saw me!!!! then he came down from another stairs..walk pass me also lor..thn i go see where he stand..his class is infront of my class de mar..so i saw him at all times lor!!! wahhhh~!!!
thn mrs dass ask me to stand the last one..thn i looking out for jq mar..then suddenly hor..i saw someone walk pass me leh..tall n thin and wearing alexandra shirt!!!! jq!!!! ahhhhh!!!! when singing national anthem i try to look lor but thn mrs dass was beside me!!!! ='( then when we sit down hor..i turn lor..thn i saw him lehx!!! so shuai..=D he also saw me lor..i saw him looking at me..ahhh!!!!
then we went up to class lor..thn din see liao..
alright, nothing happen in class today, juz that, i was rather lonely in class..but i dun relle mind cos in this way i can concentrate better..hahahax..
i keep eating sweets in class lor..cos ytd me n val bought tons of sweet..wahahaha..at least keep me awake lar...or else i bored to death ar..
thn after school hor..me, valerie, xiangjun, jeraldine all walk down together lor..walk to the bus stop together lor..then when i came out of the school gate, i saw him!!!!!!!!!!! i so damn shocked..cos he often go to another bus stop wan...valerie was talking to me..i kept smiling...i couldnt control!!! he saw me also lor!!!! thn we walk very fast mar..i also wan to catch up with him so i walk very fast also..thn leave xiangjun n jeraldine behind!! wahahahahas..so bad...
i tot he going to climb overhead bridge lor..cos if he is i'll cross n wait for 139, but if he isnt, i dun cross thn i take 970 home lor..he didnt cross!!! so i juz took 970..anyway i wanted to use up my bus pass..sort of..
his bus very fast come liao lor..so i was like, u can say, rather heartbroken to see him go and i cant do anything..he's so shuai lor..in long pants..cant stand it le..wahahaha..i think this has been the mushiest entry i ever posted..=P

2004-01-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

wahahaha..day started of well..
met valerie at bus stop to take the 6.35 bus..it was 1720A..val said the previous bus was 1712Z...argh..well...
reached school..chit chat..n then started going down for assembly..today must wear tie..so damn hot lor..somemore inside got p.e..
didnt get to see jieqin during assembly..haiz..didnt want to look too much juz in case pple catch me doing that..
today alot of tchers like bad mood lor..except mr seah..like mrs dass, ms azlina, ms yap, all bad mood wan..maybe monday blues..wahahaha..
p.e time hor, we play the javelin leh..wahaha..very funny leh...like inserting like that..when i go up i keep luffing lor...n then i anyhow throw do until my neck..hahahaha..but little bit only..
then we go n change..stupid..no girls toilet on 4th floor..must go 3rd floor..sian..
then go eat lor..saw sherlin jie..ate with her..thn went to buy chicken..hahaha..brought up to class n eat..n then lesson time again..sooo sian ok..waited so long before assembly came but assembly wasnt any better
it was so damn boring..the mrs adeline cheam toked abt school counsolling n all..like we duno..thn mr wan tok abt the sch vision..oh..thats worst..far worst...
finally he tok finish lor..thn must sing sch song..raynard on duty sia..wahahaha..i sing dirty version lor..sing quite loud wor..but lucky didnt luff or else get caught sia..wahahahas..
we were dismissed late mar, so some sec3s already waiting outside..jq wasnt there..why?! argh...haish...
thn we went back to class..waited for mrs dass...thn she changed our seating arrangement...noe wat...i sat with benjamin..hahahaha..shd be christine wat!! hahahaha..behind was weiliang n raynard..n truddy was nearby too..i'm going to die lar..all so sick..together cannot study de..priscilla ended up seating with yiang hai..wahahahahas...cool sia...=D
thn everybody go le, me, xiang jun n valerie stayed back to do up friendship corner..do until 3.10..thn we left the sch..when we went down to first floor, i juz walk to the canteen..to see if jq was there..he wasnt..thn valerie say we go the bus stop that must cross the road wan..then we juz walk out of the canteen..thn...i was jq n some other 2b'03 boys!!!!! jq!!!!! yes, jq!!!! its like, he so shuai in long pants lor!!!! i wanted to go to the bus stop where must cross overhead bridge but thn now i wanted to cross the road cos they going to the soccer field n play!!! kor kor not there lor..or else i can pretend i wanna tok to him thn can turn arnd thn can see jq..if now i keep turning wait valerie noe...
he saw me lor..but thn he didnt care..wahahaha..who cares anyway..i juz wanna see him..hahaha..
then reached bukit merah interchange..thn we took the bus to our house there the 7 eleven..hoping it was auntie fauziah or auntie siew eng..but thn its another wan..kao pei wan..sucks lor..but thn we juz went in..eat ice cream..thn auntie siew eng juz knocked off so we toked to her awhile..thn went uncle tidbits n buy sweets to eat tmr.. ;)
n thn that valerie arh..pull me to eat potato chips..later i sore throat again arh..but thn i juz eat lar cos she wan me to accompany her mar..
then i went home lor..juz nice my grandma also reach home..hahaha..anyway..learnt something from pris today..mad is a pun, it can means that u are angry or u are crazy..wahahahahas...=D

2004-01-10T21:07:00.000+08:00

sec1 cca open house today..
must reach by 7.30..woke up late..wanted to take a taxi but thn bus came so didnt..lucky ar..if not waste $4 plus..
reach there..saw sherlin coming out of car...thn waited for truddy...then we 3 walk up to band room...then they say no need to set up instrument..me n sherlin was like cursing lor..hahahah..
thn me, helen, sherlin, pamela, winnie n yeening go help take the tables..heavy like shit lor..ahahaha..then everyone start to come down le...the sec1s..then we juz stand there tok tok...junhao n jinghui ask us to giv out the things..we juz giv...we saw cynthia go n pull one sec1..funny sia she..put the arm arnd her someone..some also not bad sia..noe how to pull..adna, clara, jinghui, mew ee...all pro de...hahahaha...pamela oso quite pro..hahahaha..edwin tyco wan...hahahaha..he give out the small small bookmark like giv out fliers like that..the class walking to the red cross that time..they walk pass..he juz giv..wahahahaha..funny lehz...everyone like so damn funny...
scouts was nearby lor...i keep seeing jq...i dun wanna see him de...no choice wan...juz turn my head thn saw...but sometimes i relle wan to see thn i go find him de lor..seems that relle hard to forget...as we say...the more u see the more u love..that goes for me...jq also nv pull sec1...he down there assisting the pple in the climbing thingy...he did went up the 3rd floor lor..i juz hoped i was there..
me n sherlin wanted to blow..thn zhen an is 1st clarinet de so need him also...see them pitiful lor..only wei shan one person blow solo...thn we rush up 3 stories..band room locked..rushed down..asked jinghui...jinghui say key with shuping..shuping say key with chuyang..argh..in the end we didnt wan to go up le..
then we stand there..giv out the thing..hahahaha..thn go buy drink with helen...buy le stay in canteen drink finish thn go back..swee lin damn funny lor..bang the drum n say "join band" pple see le dun wan to join liao..hahahaha..
then henry ask me to go over..then he ask me to look up..then he use his finger n do on my face..he do the duno wat lar..not paint..duno wat..hahaha...ncc use de..make me so damn fucked up...went to toilet with sherlin n wash face..then i came back..awhile later jia han ran pass me n did it again lor..i relle damn pissed liao..cos wei shan say if i kanna by henry do on face then no face lor..i didnt wan to argue back lor..thn now jiahan do again..i of cos feel fucked up lar..
today my sis n mum go overseas liao lar..kinda sad..juz didnt show my feelings only..so i juz broke into tears..weishan comfort me lor..weiting also came..henry looked at me but i giv him evil eye..jiahan came n say sorry but i told him to fuck off..hope he not angry lor..cos at that time i duno wat was happening to me lor...mood swing maybe..zirong also down there..i find him wat lor..i very pissed le..last time steffi arnd that time he good terms with us..thn i got sweet will giv him lor..thn he my god bro also..thn that time got english project i with him de..mdm yani go n change him with raynard..thn he good terms with liyun liao lor..thn he forget abt me n steffi liao lor..haish..many ppl ish like tt de..but thn nvm..i do not need these kind of mother fuckers..i still hav pin han as my di..
after the sec1 cca open house we went up n fall in lor..i be right marker..shuang..hahaha..no need move de..=D fall out le we go home lor...me n sherlin wanted to go tiong..wanted to go with pamela jie but cant find her so juz we two go..33 wait so damn long..in the end decided to do dawson's place 7 eleven n eat cup noodle..hahaha..buy slurpee n share also..then eat finish le we go home lor..
i reach home so damn tired le..bathe liao abt 12 plus..sleep all the way to 7 plus..hahaha..mum juz called me to tell me they reach le..haiz...talked to my sis also..so cute...kinda miss her...the house is so quiet without her..no1 to fight with..or else usually this time the house is damn noisy de..one more week before i can join them..=( haiz...my mum also told me they juz now on aeroplane my sis say she miss me..so sweet lehs she..so young but understand..although we fight..she's still my sis lor..

2004-01-09T17:12:00.000+08:00

jq again!!!!!
why must he be appearing in my life again n again?!
saw him at assembly..i was at the last..cos mrs dass say me sit there..
i saw him while coming down the stairs!!!!
today they announce the announcements that time hor..thn got say 2c..duno he hear le while what reaction leh..will the first thing that come to his mind is,"kaiying?"
thn they giv out good progess n EAGLES award..then go back to class..walk pass 3rd floor..n thn got barrier..hahahaha..i wan to go over it..thn that thingy so flimsy..then i cannot go over then in the end..i INSERT leh!!!! hahahahahahaha..sick!!!
is p.e le so we change thn go down..thn i saw se hao they all...at 3rd floor..thn he do the muacks sound to get my attention..he down there with henry..smiling..hahahaha..then i juz smile n wave say hi lor..
today p.e so damn freaking tired lor..do circuit training..wat the hell..sweat like hell..truddy n melia so good...can rest..wahahaha..lazy sia me..
today so mani lesson..but thn gd thg is all 1 period de..except for english..but thn that period we go geog room for health screen..its like so funny lor..boys went in first..n then girls turn..very long mar the boys so the girls we outside talking n playing...me n valerie keep doing the muacks sound to mr osman..he heard thn we wave to him..wahahaha..thn jacq ask us to do to the indian man opposite..i do leh..thn he heard..thn he look..wahahaha..saw alot of pple..like 4B/4C...saw junhao..thn he remind me tmr 7.30..i so gong...say "huh" 2 times also duno wat he talking but thn christine n liyun heard so tell me..wahahaha..
then i saw se hao at level 1..thn i do muacks sound..he heard..but thn its duno where...he look arnd but thn since he was under the block so he didnt look up to 4th floor..then i shout se hao lor..he oso heard...but thn he also duno who calling him..wahahaha...funny sia...yesterday coming back frm music also saw him at level 4...he nv bring jq..haish..
then me n christine ask ms azlina if can go toilet..actually i juz wanna go 2nd floor walk pass sec3 class to see jq...i walked pass 3e...ppl saw us w/o shoes..hahaha..then they say smthg...then we walk pass 3d..then came to 3c..my heart so nervous..i tried to look in..avoiding misunderstanding..only saw si en n sihua..argh..no jq!!!!
then we go inside the geog room after the boys finish..thn we down there so noisy..make the nurses angry..hahahaha..freaky siaz..jacq was forced to go into the room which was sort of "rumoured" that we hav to take of our b*a..hahahahaha..she come out n say no need to take off leh...so everyone just go in..but thn juz in case lor...i go the curtain wan..hahahaha...then they check lor..when they come out they all say actually the room wan hav to take off b*a..cos they trick pple into going in cos mani pple dun wanna go in cos its like smthg personal lor..u will go in mar? i dun thk so lor..hahahaha..
then we went back to class..huiyi n truddy help me take the newspaper articles to ms azlina..then she not there..so we juz stand there dicuss...then hor..guess wat!!!! i saw my crush leh...walking pass the 3rd floor...omg!!!!!! means he nv turn inside towards the library lar...just come up frm the stairs n walk..argh!!!! fate sia..hahahahahaha..siao...thn we go home le lor..took 139 with huiyi..
tmr got band wor..7.30 reach..junhao's reminder..hahaha..performing lehx..for the sec1..they today hav camp..hope i dun squeak lor..cos me n sherlin like to blast..jinghui always say clarinet no sound so we blast for her..ahahaha...blast will squeak de lor..ahahaha..

2004-01-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

few days didnt post liao..
alot of homework..even no hmwork oso must study..rmb my new yr resolution? yesh..to study hard!!
wahahahahs
wednesday..got band..helped out in classroom..did many more things..sherlin came...played n shouted in class..wahahahas..so fun..and thn went to band..
set up instrument...saw kor come..se hao lar..the sun must hav rise frm the- what? east or west ah?(the opposite) wahahahahahx..
then we tune..so funny..all sharp de..=D then play pieces..then go avt watch some thingy..me wan to sit with pamela and sherlin jie so me climb over the seat..wahahaha..keep laughing there lor..hahaha
and then fall in..brass duty=P..then i pull out sherlins shirt..wan to make her pump..then junhao ask sherlin to down 20 cos she wear watch..then sherlin raise hand say,"sir kaiying nv tuck in tshirt"
argh!!! what the..hahaha..anyway..we juz pump lar..then down there luffing and thn i keep scolding her..cos i do the standard so pain..wahahaha..
then today..ended up no maths remedial..so me sherlin and valerie went tiong..went to mrt..saw huiyi, liyun, priscilla, christine..then went up the platform..saw mr ang..wahahaha..talked to him..still as gayish as before wor!! hahahaha..
reach there le..first thing..go yellow...valerie bought the pacifire..hahahaha..then me n sherlin bought the pets keychain..wahahaha..then we go eat ice-cream..then go value shop buy drink...me wanted the keychain but thn dun hav "k" then sherlin n valerie help me find..valerie ar..even took the whole metal thing out..then saw szu hui they all..then go popular with them..talk abt nxt year..thn tt time my level position 30..got hope to go 3A..hahaha..christine 60+..bye bye le lar...duno whether 3B can....but thn i dun care lar..i juz wan myself to go 3A..after that..went to walk arnd third floor..then we go level one..we went inside ero..wei...hahahhahaha..sick..not relle lar..cos i wanna say hi to the auntie there..so talk talk..LOOK LOOK..hahaha..then went off..went we coming out we saw valerie's bro thn i tell her thn we all run..run until i band straight into a lady's *toot*! wahahaha...!! and then go basement..valerie buy barbequed pork..ahhahahahaha...then we take taxi home..drop sherlin at havelock first n then we two go home..
wahahahahs..tired lor..=D

2004-01-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

i am DEAD BEAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stayed back 3 hrs to help the CIP managers..
had fun lar..doing the photos..hahahaha...making our hands so dirty..
i'm sick again..duno y..sore throat..yesterday..actually ok wan but thn went i came home to eat the fried fish then after that start to get pain le..
now i very tired..while typing this my eyes wan to close le..
recess time i saw 3D..se hao n henry..WHY NOT 3C? or the class that the another him is in..haiz..
tmr got band..3.30..again..i thk i go the CIP there help a little before going to band..
haiz..i relle very tired le..dun wanna type liao...

2004-01-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

omg!!!!!!! u wont believe it!!!!!!! i saw jq today!!!!!! with long pants!!!!
i mean its like, i noe i said i dun like him le but then when i saw him i juz like again!!!! argh!!! i pretend not to look out for him so i turn away then when i turn back to look at him he turn his head away!!!! OMG!!!!! he saw me lehx!!
this morning also, at 3rd floor when i look down i saw him right at the end!!!!!
haish!!! i wanted to forget him..but it isnt that easy!! nxt time dun wan to look out for him le lar!!!
today got take weight and height worx..lucky me not overweight..hahahahx..
today not relle much things happen lor..but then hor..one thing..the sec1s this year are damn guai..not like us..so defiant one..all tuck in t shirt..some even wear tie the whole day..hahahahx..but once they noe us they sure become very bad le..like me lar.. =D
the sec1s dun even hav one chio or shuai one lehx..hahahahx..christine saw one chio wan...but thn i din see =X
shuai? hahahahx..if they shuai hor..yiang hai oso can be shuai le.. =D
valerie arh..today call me in the morning at 6 o clock..haiyo..woke me up..ended up taking the 6.50 139 to school..so crowded..
sian lar..nothing much too say..me very tired le..today bang so heavy..climb up 4 stories..me n valerie reach class we pant like hell..hahahahx...relle lor...today climb abt 5 times..haiz..

2004-01-03T14:05:00.000+08:00

i'm such in a bad mood today ok..
i just hate that person more n more day by day!
its just the second day and my anger has gone up to 101%!!!!!
she's juz a bitch..a total bitch..thick-skinned, one who do not cherish her frenz..one who only stick to certain pple..one who dun even care abt her frenz..one who take her frenz for granted...tell me how can not be mad?!
i saw him today..he looks so shuai in long pants!!!! the i-used-to-think that he is a nerd has now turned into a shuai ge worx~! jkjk lar..not so bad..=D
i thk i starting to like him le..although he may not be as shuai as jq..but thn i thk i shouldnt like someone cos of his looks..n i shd follow my heart..i shouldnt force myself to love someone that i dont love nor force myself not to love someone whom i love...
yep..i'm feeling so free now..i dun wanna continue loving jq cos i got hurt enuff..moreover my feelings for him is starting to go away..
i din ever thk of confessing to him cos i dun wanna the same turnout..but anyway..loving someone is dark is better..well..thats wat i prefer..thats wat i did to bc..n ryan..hahaha ryan if u r ever reading this..u're my di le lar.. =D
hahahx..anyway..went for band today..reached just in time..cos i missed the stupid 145 so ended up taking 139 to school..saw henry at ncc n he asked me if se hao got go band..didnt even bothered talking to him..so tired le..
didnt play much today except for 2 songs..1st song i play unti cheeks pain worx..cos all same notes..wahahahahas..
then duno do wat le..forget le..i thk we write the rules n regulations for the band..very sian..
thn after that fall in n go home le..stand for so long..then rushed home cos mum gotta go out..so tiring..139 took so long to come n i missed the 273 bus by 1 second..make me so angry..arghhh..
someone actually didnt told someone abt something..hahahahx..mystery..=D nolarz..its real case...but i dun wanna say it out..nobody noes except me..that person also duno so i oso dun wanna say out to public..
anyway..thats the thing that makes me happy..=D yep..hahahax..
kinda sian..i made a boo-boo again with my constant confusion of "left" n "right"..
made a new fren thru blogger..she added me on msn..so we talk talk..intro intro..then my display pic was the one with me n christine..then she ask me which one was me..i wanted to say the real me..which was on the right..but thn i mixed up my left and right again n say left..n i didnt notice..(frenz shd noe how blur i m)
so..asked the girl for her pic..she sent me..then i saw jacq inside the photo..no feelings..cos..got jacq thn got jacq lor..wats wrong, right?
thn i went to the conversation window..just thn i saw that i typed "left", which was christine..then i was like shocked..cos if she went to tell jacq that i told her i was christine, jacq may thk i wan pple to noe i m chio bu..never will i do that lor..haish..feeling so useless.. no one understands me..

2004-01-02T19:05:00.000+08:00

first day of school today..
started of well..met valerie and took 273 to interchange thn took 139 with huiyi..saw quite a number of sec1s..
first thing we did when we reached school was to go to 1c and see the pple..rather quiet there..other than a nerdy looking guai kia girl sitting there..
then went up to 2c..hahahx..so tiring..climb 4 stories worx..
then bell rang..so went down to parade square..then saw all the sec1s..duno y leh..but thn i find them like soo different frm what we were..all the girls are slutty..
haish..count me down on my luck but 3c wasnt beisde our class..3a was..i only saw se hao..but where the hell is jq?? i thk i still like jq lehx..i didnt relle wanted to see the another himtoday but i juz had the urge to see him..even lesson time i wanted to go pass his class to the water cooler..being a sec2 sucks..i cant even see him for like wat-not even a glance.. =(
mrs dass was our form teacher again..haiz..but i dun wanna care..cos if i care i will not work hard..at least our maths teacher changed to mrs loke..she's a whole lot more better than mr ang..10 puipls frm her form class, 2d went to 3a so i relle thk she must be good..i hope so too..i wan to be one of them.. =)
beisdes that..not much changes..ms azlina is our english n history teacher again..she's real nice but i need some one who is stricter so i can relle get my work done..
ms yap teaches us chinese again..*duh*..mr kong teachers us p.e again..*DUH!!!*..mr seah teachers us science again..*YAY*..and mrs dass teaches us CME n lit too..*haish*
i thk i shd not care abt who teaches me..i juz wanna work hard..work
realll hard..hahahahx..wah..is this kaiying? i seem completely D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T!!
recess time saw alot of lonely sec1s..wanted to be kind seniors n talk to them..but thn by the time we ate finish all went up le.. =D
walked arnd where we used to hang out during sec1 n saw it waspacked with sec1s..2 girls were sitting on the seat near the guides notice board n thn went they saw us approaching them they went away..
wah..wat the hell..r we that scary? like we can eat them up like that.. hahahx..
then went back to class..me n valerie being the usual..bought the chicken..eat outside the canteen being a very good example to the sec1s..hahahahx..
being senior actually rox..relle..=) like all the tough times..attending courses..CCA identification..like pass down to the sec1s like that..very shuang..hahaha..
tmr hav band..sure practice until very long..cos sec1 orientation camp is on the 9-10th..cca open house on the 10th..
after sch we stayed back to choose the class committee..i must say i'm relle pissed with the person that the class/mrs dass chose..i dun wanna say names..but..i duno how can i live in 2c for the whole year..i hate almost everyone inside that list..haiz..

2004-01-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

hihiex!!
happy new year!! its 2004!! i cant believe it cos i've been waiting for like ages!!
going back to sch tmr..so damn excited!! cant wait to see my frenz n him and those cuties!! i'm talking abt the sec1s!! lolx. i must be real mad. they are sec 1, not pri 1s. hahahx =D
well...2004 is here..and i hav to make some resolutions..
i make resolutions every year but i somehow juz forgot abt them..now i guess i really have to follow my resolutions..
1) study realll hard to get into 3A/3B
2) respect parents/grandmother
3) do work willingly
4) not to be so vulgar/sick
5) not to be rude to teachers
6) not to be too defiant
7) not to give excuses to skip band
i dun thk i'll ever get perfect..but i'll try..with god's will..i believe i can do it.. =D

2003-12-31T14:16:00.000+08:00

wah..how mani days didnt blogged le?
5 days since 27th! omg..
i also forget wat happen le..but anyway..went for band on monday and tuesday
did about 3 hours of footdrill on monday..i nearly died ok..so tired..leg so pain..that clara and min yen..force us to do..do so mani pumpings..haish..
on monday we play game..play captains ball first..my hand pain then cannot play..=P
oh yesh..saw the badminton pple while doing footdrill..then while resting we saw christine coming out of the car..wanted to ignore her but thn i waved n said hi..
then they ran arnd level 3..then i saw her..so pissed that i went to do something to her..sort of personal so cannot say..hahahahx..=D
yesterday do footdrill again..abt 3 hours also..i didnt wan to go de..but thn after that somehow felt like going so i went instead..
yesterday the stupid chinese dance ppl occupy the music room then we had to move all the stuffs to the hall to play..after that got farewell party..then me n pamela dun wan to eat..then mdm shama came..ask us if we got eat..we say no..then she ask y..then we wait until everybody go in le then we take n eat thn she came..shit..hahahx..we dun wan to let ppl see we eat so we walked arnd the 3rd floor eating..hahahax..then ivan saw us..ran away again..hahahahx..so funni..
then after that got spring cleaning..stupid ivan..make clarinet section do the hardest job..make us sweep the band room and outside the band room..the outside is meant for the cleaners to do wat..and then wei shan so extra..go n say she sweep the floor while geraldine already started sweeping..then she also nv do anything...make me, pamela, winnie and zhen an do the hard work..cleaning away the paint..so funni..me go n pour so much thinner..cooling feeling..:D
then got one spot very hard to rub away so pamela n winnie came to help me..then we were talking bad abt clara..then i saw her coming..then we stop in time..she see see le..say,"one spot need 3 pple ah?" then i answer to her,"no"..hahahahahx..then we finish cleaning that part then we walk to the pail to rinse the cloth then she say,"now u all doing wat? nothing to do go n help them wipe the cupboard."
wtf..she sucks like hell man..min yen is a hell lot better than her..
then we play game..treasure hunt..went arnd the whole sch..and u noe how biggggg is the school...search like siao..but didnt find any..=P
in the end didnt win also but i also didnt care le larx cos at that moment i just wanted to go home!!!
2 more days to school!!!!! i'm so excited..not excited that we hav to climb 4 stories though but kinda glad that i'm a senior now rather than a junior where everybody thinks low of u!!
now i starting to forget jq le..duno y..but feelings for him start to go away le..who i like now..i also duno..but according to my heart..i think its..............

2003-12-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

*yawn*
so tired..i slept at 3 yesterday n woke up at 6 today for band..u cant describe how tired i was right..
at band still must tolerate so mani pple..esp that zhen an..i relle hate him man..wat a sucker..so extra..play 1st clarinet so wat..i make sure i beat him to it arh~!
had problems with my new clarinet again..i took so long to take it out..thn cannot fall in in time..f***..i wan the old wan!!!! -_-"
zhen an suck..he relle do! he flirts with geraldine ok..thking he can get into her good books..dream on..
today jing hui was teaching us how to clean our clarinet properly..she took a piece of cloth n say,"u must like this...dig out the dirt..i was like luffing all the way..controlling my laughter of cos.. =D
my thumb..so pain..the new clarinet has the metal one..not the wood wan..i hate it man..i relle do..the repairman will only come next year..aww..just hope that i do get back my old wan but if my juniors r going to use the old wan i wun mind thn =P cos we also suffer the same fate.. =X
today we went down do footdrill..thn when i doing halfway thn realise
ruth was there..together with pauline and jenna..pauline, being a b*tch, kept looking at us and luffing for no reason..duno whether is it got mirror infront then she luff at herself..hahahahahahax...nvm...2 years later she watch out..i will rmb her..for sure..
thn i saw pauline and jenna go..left ruth..looking so pathetic..hahahahahahax..aiyo..dun be so bad larx..thn awhile later she go le..still tot she waiting for jq to come n fetch her..scare me..
oh yesh...i juz rmb smthg...this morning..i was on the bus..thn reach one stop got one look like sec sch student come up the bus..my heart skipped a beat cos i tot it was jq..hahahahahax..relle scared me lor..
these few days i duno y i like to use the letter "x" leh...u see i keep adding "x"s..hahahahaha..maybe it resembles smthg..hahahahaha..getting sick again..ok larz..

2003-12-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

wah..sianz..
sneaked out of bed when mum was asleep to update blog..naughty horx??
anyways..argh..tmr got band again..y must we practice so much?? 7.30 reach somemore..go die lar...must see the zhen an's face..relle hate him...that chao extra..somemore in my section..just my luck.. =X
got so much blinkies that i duno which to use...all so nice lehz...hahahx..i very greedy lehz..
anyways..spend half the day at home keeping my sis company..being such a GOOD sister..hahahahahaha..
then went out at night to celebrate grandma's birthday..ate until so full..my dad lar..order so much..going to gain weight liao lar..
how mani more days tp sch start arh? ooh~!!! 5!!! or 6? duno! so excited!! one step closer to seeing HIM!!!
went pass tiong bahru again today..saw his house...was like, grinning at it n even went i passed it i still looked back lehz..
hahahahax..ok larx..gtg liaox..ltr mum wake up i die arhz..

2003-12-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

sianzz
christmas today
but somehow seem so boring lehz
anywayz, my sis is down with chicken pox so had to take care of her so cannot go out
feel like going out on 31st dec or 1st jan..sch going to start le marx..so must enjoy..hahahx..me arhz..
i'm so damn angry..found a perfect template..tried it..but it turned out to be a disaster..lucky i saved my previous templates html code..or else i m in hot hot hot soup..
haix..today ate so mani things..so full...din even eat dinner..
this year's christmas is the worst year of all..almost all the presents suck to the core..except for the sports bag n CDs i got..*grins*
anyway..went to check out so mani blogs today n u noe i so kaypoh de..=P go blog must tag the tagboard de..so i went tagging n tagging.. =D
until i lazy to type horz..then i went to copy n thn wan to tag that time thn paste..
haha..stupid me..hahah..sianx..=D
suddenly miss jieqin lehx..nvm...7 more days..just 7 more days..bear with it, kaiying!!
cos when school re-open n during morning assemblies 2c will be nxt to 3c!! i just hope so!!

2003-12-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

went for band today
woke up at 6.30
so damn tired!!!! wasnt used to getting up so early
went there..went inside the school and saw truddy walking..SMILED at her..hahahahahaha..
then went up to band room, set up instrument n fall in..thn junhao pump us..thn i cannot pump.. =P cos i twist my hand thn i fall out.. =D
thn we inside band room..thn brass went out n woodwind stayed..thn woodwind went out n brass went in
thn while doing sectionals, told jinghui there was smthg wrong with my clarinet n thn she say spoil le so change..
wah lao..the new one arh..although so shiny but thn so hard to connect the parts..still must put vaceline..so troublesome..still prefer my old one..follow me for a year le.. *sobs sobs* easy to put in..easy to take out..easy to blow..although not shiny.. but..SOBS!!!!
hope they get the repairman to repair the old wan..then i can hav it again!!
haish..thn go fall in again..get pumping again..thn i fall out again..wah lao..min yen scared me by saying she wan me to do jumping jack..wahahahahaha..NO WAY..
thn went down to parade square to do footdrill..watch them march...
went to the board to see the sec 1s next year...1c got 17 girls siaz..not fair..duno whether the guys shuai anot =X cos now all so ugly de..
and most importantly horz..duno whether they SICK anot lehz..better dun get the influence frm us arhz..
nxt year must be guai kia le..must tuck in shirt..cannot say vulgar words..cannot talk sick..cannot luff so loud in the canteen..wahahahaha..will be really missing the times being a junior..cos steffi say having juniors sucks..hahaha..i believe her lar...=X

2003-12-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

what the hell?
a day just passed like that? u mean thats all the time i had with steffi? argh!!!! i'll be missing her damn loads!!!!
met steffi at 10 at redhill mrt..wasso glad to see her..she grew thinner worx..ahahah..
went to qtss to meet arwinder..chatted and called pple to come out while waiting..
thn arwinder came...we asked her who is the head prefect nxt year thn i didnt hear what she said properly so i heard it as JU ON..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
steffi thn went to the general office to see mr luke..ahahahaha..thn i heard my phone ring..picked it up..it was ryan...yup..ryan! was so shocked..so glad he actually took the initiative to call me to tell me his posting results cos i totally forgotten abt it so din sms/call him..he got into bedok north!!! aww..ryan~! my dear, precious di..what happen?? wei wei went anglican..frans? andrea? not sure..dawn...tkgs for sure..
then while waiting at the bus stop for 111, 970 came and we saw JU ON on the bus..thn we started luffing..hahah..thn his face expression change leh..thn on 111, we saw JU ON's GIRLFREN..hahahaha..
then we went to tanglin mall's mcdonalds.. =D kheng ho, heru, indra, teresa, lawrence all not there..except when we eating halfway..saw SAMUEL LIM..HAHAHAHAHAHA..he rmb us leh..we asked for the others..thn he say they left le cos we keep luffing at them..HAHAHAHAHAHA..
thn we took a taxi to bugis to meet pin han..thn went to take neoprint..thn right..wah lao..with pin han there ah..so disastrous..so ugly the photo..that me, steffi n her cousin went to take another time..this time arh..so much better..=D
thn we went to plaza singapura..went to look at cds n went arcade..thn we went swensens..hahahahaha..really really..we ordered TOPLESS 5..thn got mint, chocolate chip, cookies n cream, strawberry and mocha..hahahaha..keep eating n toking sick..
thn we greedy go order fries..thn fries $4.50 thn we no time oso..go n cancel order..hahahaha..give trouble sia..total cost was $7.45 man..we all arh...go those kind of classic place..laugh so loud down there..disturb the couple beside us..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
thn after that we go home liao.. =( very fast lehz..
haiz..better go slp le..tmr got band...7.30 must reach..mad wan..

2003-12-18T13:30:00.000+08:00

back frm chalet!!!
omg..it was so fun ok..u shd hav been there!!!
and i got sicker more than ever!!!
i was so damn irritated when i needed to pay $16 for the escape
it rained almost the whole day and we were drenched from head to toe
the very first ride i sat was the inverter ok!!!
i was so damn freaked out at first n cried even before the ride started!!! haha..thn the person saw me crying and ask, "u sure u wan to take the ride?" haha..thn i said yes..thn at the bbq, pin han was like, teasing me abt that part...hahah
surprisingly, it wasnt scary at all!!! when i was hung upside down, i din even feel it!!!
went for few more rides like pirate ship, etc..thn me went to play kite flyer and the damn bloody childish aeroplane with pin han..
went to sit go-kart for the very first time
i was sooo nervous
but when i got used to it, it was so fun! there was a part where pin han went pass me but i didnt wan to lose so i drove pass him then we both banged
then zirong was coming down the slope and the person in charge told him,"wait! can u wait?" ahahahahaha..
i got stucked almost at the end so i was last despite being the first to go off
i saw zirong knock the cones like dominoes but lucky it didnt fall or else it would be so embarassing =D
and i was so nervous cos so mani pple were looking that i forgot to break n banged into zirong's car which banged into pin han's..lol..i wonder how pin han is now..bet he's suffering frm brain damage..haha..i hav chest damage ah..knock my chest..so pain..
when i came down, truddy n others were there..they were like luffing..n i saw so mani pple looking..according to truddy..the pple behind them said i couldnt get a liscence..omg..hahaha
then we went panasonic..the indoor roller coaster..cool..i ended up sitting nxt to sum1 whom i duno so i couldnt shout, furthermore, i had been on this ride before i noe the thrills so there was nothing
much to shout about..hahaha =D
the 2nd last ride was the wet n wild ride, the most
unforgettable ride..when we came down at the 2nd slide, i twisted my hand!!! its so damn freaking f***ing pain!!!
went for ferris wheel to calm down..now still pain..but i'm still typing..haha..
went arcade n played till 2 plus..saw sinda, junhao, valerie's bro n some other sec3 pple..sin da was dancing the para para..or wat was it...he danced till so lifeless..so funny..we were luffing away..
valerie was afraid to c her bro so she went back first..when we finally had enough fun, we went to cheers n buy drinks n on the way i stopped cos my hand hurt so they past me n saw me n junhao told sin da i was there n they looked back n pple who duno me started asking,"who is kaiying?" i heard my name mentioned so mani times n so loudly
at cheers, we saw sin da at the counter..he smiled at us..so i smiled back..hahaha..
i was rather tired so i slept while the others stayed awake
the next day..forget we do wat le..went to eat brunch thn went walk walk..thn at nite got bbq..haha..got sausages and fishballs wan..lol..told u i'm sick..thn eat n toked, joked n played..saw robert being so "dilligent" by helping out..but somehow without zirong..was kinda disastrous..haha..was so shocked when our neighbour..with so mani tattoos..came to tell us our pit was J3..and also asked us for lighter..me..having wild imagination..tot they were going to burn us..ahaha..nolar..
pin han n zirong was blaming me for the go kart..robert was teasing me..n pin han was acting to them how i cried during the inverter..
thn in the room jia han went to open to cupboard thn he saw one pants, which was mine, and one shirt, which was truddy's brother's..thn he shout to me,"kaiying! they giv free shirt leh!" then went he notice the pants, he said again,"ehh?! they also give free pants!" hahahahahahahahahaha..i burst out luffing ok..so did the others...so silly n stupid of jiahan!! lucky no undergarments there arh..later he say giv free de..!
after bbq we went arcade thn went back to room thn went to beach again..on the way out to beach..saw michelle n jieping..they were wearing bare-back..sexy sia..i was staring at her..i'm interested in her..omg..sick..se hao is going to kill me for snatching his girl..haha..asked michelle for charger cos almost everyone's phone had low batt
at the beach it was so dark that everybody freak out n thn weiliang started running thn everyone followed, leaving me behind =) valerie one kind de..so daring..truddy's bro say she freak out thn scared n duno wat shit..make it so freaky..
thn we went to michelle's room to get charger..saw se hao..but not jie qin..=( jie qin obviously did not wan to come out..mouthed to se hao where was jieqin..he called him..but i ran away straight away..
went back, charged valerie, truddy, ss n my phone..went to return them their charger at abt 3 plus..again, jieqin wasnt there..i couldnt even see him by peaking in..haiz...
thn when we went back to the room robert bathed n he scared a ghost pop out of the window so he didnt close the door while washing his hair..what the hell..so timid..thn while he was washing his body we off the lights n heater..shd keep switching on n off the light..hahaha..aiyo..dun be so bad lar..he also waited for me when i couldnt run with my injured hand..
thn we went back to the room and played uno..weiliang keep saying "dude" which made me laugh n laugh n laugh
robert n jia han were trying to throw a frog to truddy's breast..n to me too..hahaha..so sick...
thn we play daidee n cheat..5 plus everyone start to get tired liao..robert, the one who said to stay up whole night slept first
we were luffing abt our neighbours having so much tattoo n jia han said so loudly that they were f***ing..thn i said when we budge in..condoms were scattered everywhere...hahahahahaha...
thn when i woke up, they were luffing abt robert urinating on the bed, but it was actually, truddy n the others put ice on both sides on his pants but he didnt even realised =P
then the nxt morning we went to eat brunch thn check out n went home..other pple looked so happy to check out, but us, we were al half-dead!
ok, now, u wont believe this but i'm gonna tell u this is true
JIEQIN WAS AT THE CHALET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i saw alwin with yunxin they all so i tot they must be there too cos for all i noe 2b is very united as a class
so i sms se hao n ask him n what did he say??? YES!!!!!
then he ask me for the blk thn he came n find me with jieqin!!!!!!!!!!!
i was crying when they came ok, n se hao came to ask wat happen, at least for an aspect of a kor
but jieqin, also my kor, juz stood with his other frenz n didnt come over
not an aspect of lovers, but at least, he's my kor, right?
i dun thk he ever treat me as his mei, he's just calling me mei for the sake of calling
haish..wateva..i dun giv a damn..i dun wannna ruin my mood..the chalet was the happiest time of my life man =D

2003-12-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

whee~
tmr is the chalet and guess what- i can stay overnight!!! for two nights!! can u believe it?? cos i cant!! love u lots mum!! :D wun be posting for 2 days thn..
i juz cant wait ok!!! and today was such a fruitful day for me!!
i did my science assesment(willingly!), sweeped and mopped the floor and was honest!! my mum gav me $10 in the morning to buy brunch..being the usual me, i may keep quiet but at night i told my mum!!! ooh! me so happy..haha..oso duno for wad..
love my new com..so cool..got msn 6..enjoying the benefits now..
yeahh!!

2003-12-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

my leg's hurting
went out since 9am and came back at 9pm
went plaza singapura after church but there wasnt any singtel roadshow
so walked to centrepoint and hav lunch
after that went to john little n me mum wanted to buy christmas present for me cousin thn cousin took so long to choose
then went to robinson..looked at toys too *childish*
then went cold storage..but things n eat..
then went to taka..me went to fila to buy bag..
then went to duno where..there got toys again..thn me sis n cousin wanted to go there n play so i had to accompany them
then after that went to eat
eat le went to taxi home cos buy too much things le
waited about 20 min
on the brink of dying!!!
finally back at home!!! *whew*!!

2003-12-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

diao diao diao!!
in the morning i was feeling soo free, until my grandma came back at about lunch time
thn she ask me if i eat le, i say havent cos i not hungry yet
well, thats the truth wat, i finished breakfast at 11 so i was obviously not hungry at 1
thn she went to cook noodles for me..n while eating, she said tons and tons of crap
from "not taking care of ur health" to the economic to her olden days
n i sat there "listening" to her
yeah, listened with my right ear and went out of my left ear
thn i went to do work n she thought i was on the com so she went screaming in the kitchen n thn came to my room when she found out she was wrong
wahahaha..=P
then toked with truddy on the phone..saw expression on her face..rather annoyed..who cares..
then went jogging with val till about 5 plus thn went to fetch sis from sch
halfway rained
heck care lar me..just walk in the rain..went i got back..me gran was at the door talking to my neighbour
saw me drenched..what else..scolded me..i dun giv a damn abt her..
at nite me sis wanted to play cluedo so juz play with her
it was sooo hard explaining to her that i got so mad that i shouted at her face and kept it straight away
so damn diaoz..

2003-12-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

wah..
few days didnt blog liao...
changed my template..i was getting tired of that one..
went out with mum n sis today
i made my sis miss school..ahaha..bad sis sia me..
went bugis first to take neos..ya..u shd c my sis..she was so damn cute!
then went to eat all those junks lar..then went jurong east to see the tuition centre where i just stood there and gave the i-dont-care face..
then went home le..so boring..so unfruitful..sian..i wan to go out with frenz!!!! i wan to go to the chalet!!!!

2003-12-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

diaoz -_-"
early in the morning got scolding by grandma for waking up late
was on the com almost for one whole day
in fact, i was online for one whole day
after eating breakfast, thn went online..
thn had to eat lunch so went offline like about 15 minutes
then went online again
went online from 1 plus to 6 plus..then now online again..perhaps going to be online till 9..cos after that at 9 me n sis going to hav "party"..go eat n watch tv..hahah..
damn diaoz larz..stupid friendster..giv tons of freaking problem..argh..

2003-12-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

wasted~
slept the whole afternoon
didnt play com..argh..grandma back liao..then she at home..keep a close eye on me..then me no freedom liao..
me so damn fed up right now..tag board n dekap not working..
dun tell me i hav to use chatterbox..wah lao..that sucks big time lor..
if i juz use the guestbook, people whom i duno will say all sorts of things lar, i dun wish to say lar..
but actually being alone is rather lonely n scary
sometimes my back will be facing the door n i will start to thk, "is there be anyone behind?"..i noe..kinda lame n stupid..but i'm rather paranoid to certain matters..
i always thk that someone comes into the house whenever the window bangs (its so damn windy at my house) or when there's sound outside the main door..
and if i go to the toilet, i will hav to face the mirror while washing my hand, and then again, i'm afraid that someone with a scary looking face will just pop out of nowhere n of cos i'll see its reflection in the mirror
and therefore, i had to shift my body, and all that
besides all that, i also hav to cook my own lunch n cook dinner for mum n sis..
so busy..then have to fetch sis also..
afterall, i thk that having my grandma around is kinda beneficial too =)

2003-12-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

so damn tired right now
went church in the morning
got up at 9..so early!!!
after church went to people's park to eat then bought clothes for sis..
then went to tiong..went popular..bought assessments *duh*
went to eat..then took taxi home
bought avril's cd yesterday
finally!!!
i had it last year but then lost it (i very good at losing things so dun ever trust me..)
so bought again..waste money sia..
tt time discman also..bought new one..then awhile later lost...cd ok..but now we're talking about
discman ok..
mum found out liao..but din scold..surprisingly leh..she noe i like tt wan..ahaha
save money n buy lor..no choice..
aiyar..ms chia going off on 15th..zuhui also..then very sian liao..haiz..

2003-12-06T13:41:00.000+08:00

so long ever since i blogged ya?
haha..anyway..i was too busy to do so
went out day after day, and went i came back, it was like about, 11..rather tired so i obviously couldnt came onto the net or else i'll get a big scolding..
on thursday, i went out with charmaine, zuhui n ms chia..
then me mum ask me to take 97/100 to raffles mrt rather than taking 124 to outram then take train..
so ok..i take..then i tot i was going to lose my way so set out a bit earlier
we were suppose to meet at 12.30..but i reached there at 12.15!!
tell me who will be early when pple meet..i guess no one except for me..this particular time..
so waited till 12.30 then miss chia came
talked with her about our agenda for that day..
then 12.45 charmaine n zuhui then came..
so went to walk to the merlion there..just sit there..talk talk..then went to mcdonalds..then oso sit there..eat..talk about last year..talk about 6A/6B pple..then talk about this year's psle also..n about dawn n ryan..haha..yeah..not my fault horz..dun look at me..ms chia started it wan..ahaha
then went to people's park complex cos ms chia wanna book the tour cos she going on holiday..
then we went to walk around..we nearly died ok..so boring..all the shops there sucks like hell..then everywhere u see are tour agencies..that place's rather for old people...ahaha..
then went to bugis..haha..again..we in love with that place liao..love at first visit..ahaha..went to take neoprint..again..same machine..ahaha..very nice lehz this time wan..very fun also..got pic with ms chia liao.. =D
then me n zh went to D'crepes n eat..eat until so funny..ahaha..then all of us went to eat takopachi..eat liao about 5 o clock liao so gotta head home..
then went to mrt..ms chia taking to eunos thn zh n char taking to simei so i had to say bye liao..reach my stop liao then went to fetch sis from school lor..
then went home lor..so tired liao..then went 7-eleven..buy things..saw auntie fauziah..then she giv me sis something..the slurpee thingy..ahaha..then went home liao lor..guess this is my longest entry i ever posted..lol

2003-12-03T12:06:00.000+08:00

sweeped and mopped the floor yesterday when the instructions given was only to sweep the floor
anyway, got $5 reward..hahahaha
going out with ms chia, charmaine n zuhui tmr to somewhere near the esplanade there..
duno larz..juz let prawny lead the way can liao..
cant wait..dying of boredom at home..
grandma coming back on 8th
haiz..no more freedom for me..
steffi's coming on 28th.. there's 25 more days to go!
12 more days to the class chalet..got some doubts..duno whether shd go or can go anot..scared go liao no company..even if go, oso duno whether can stay overnight..stupid mum..restrict me to everything..cant i have a bit of fun...moreover this is only my first time..not that i hav been to thousands of times of chalet with my frenz n every single time i stay overnight..parents are juz soooo not understanding

2003-12-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so f***ed up now right..
i just sweeped n mopped the floor on friday and today my mum ask me to do it again
for goodness sake...there isnt any dust on the bloody floor at all
and she wants me to wipe my cupboard, desk and com
its my room, n i'm living in it, so y does she bothers?
on top of that, she wants me to wipe her room too
thats her room, and she's living in it, not me, so why must i help her to keep it clean? she has the responsibility of keeping her bloody room clean ok
and she wants me to wash my shoes
ok, i noe i wear those soes so i have the responsibility to keep it clean, and all that
but she throw all the task to me in one day
i am not going to sweep n mop the floor ok..i am NOT
i dun care if i get scolding or whatsoever, but i am just NOT going to do it

2003-11-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

talked with charmaine till 3 yesterday night
wanted to break record by talking until 4
went to church early this morning
saw karilynn
didnt dare to ask her whether she stead with caile
haha..lol..conferencing with prawny, charmaine n zh now
haha..funny sia..
sian lehz..1 more month of holiday
means 1 more month before i can see jie qin!!!!!!

2003-11-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

You can't tell your heart what to do.

It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of
rejection was too hard to handle?

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with
all of my family and they know I love them?

2003-11-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

touching story abt the lord right?
yeah..nearly moved me to tears
went for extra band practice today
*pouts*
when the consent form stated the practices, they shouldnt add extras!
furthermore today so mani ppl nv come..
if not for my senior who called me, i also dun wanna go cos i got excuse..
went to tiong to meet mum n sis after band
went to eat, enquire tuition centres then went to popular
saw junhao, sin da, jinghui, geraldine n mark there..
scare me sia..
haha..then sis went to see doctor then went home liao
very boring lehz..but dun wish to go china oso
wan to go out with char n zh again..

2003-11-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

:footprints:

*One night, a man had a dream.He was walking along the beach with the Lord And across the sky flashed scenes from his life. In each, he noticed two set of footprints in the sand One made by him, the other by the Lord When the last scene of his life flashed before him He looked back at the footprints in the sand He noticed that many times along the path of his life There was only one set of footprints He also noticed that it happened at the worst times of his life This bothered him very much and asked the Lord about it. 'Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way.But I've noticed during times of trouble there is only one set of footprints.i don't understand why you left me when I needed you most'. The Lord replied,'My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you in times of trial. When you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.

2003-11-28T10:31:00.000+08:00

Aww~
wished i had gone to China instead
what??!! what did i juz say?? get it off!! get it off- now!! y is it still there??? GET IT OFF!!!
haha..i'm kinda childish n lame these few days
it isnt much better staying at home
i'm sick n my mum wants me to do the household chores- sweeping n mopping!!
sweeping!! can u imagine all the dust that i m going to take in??!!
fold clothes, buy newspaper, buy bread, cook dinner- these r all the b-l-o-o-d-y chores she left me to do!
ok, i noe i shdnt be complaining cos its my duty to help out, n all that
but HELLO, i'm SICK!!!!
aww, i thk i shant go on abt it anymore..

2003-11-27T10:10:00.001+08:00

almost alright this morning
juz had a slight sore throat, but hav a damn blocked nose n ear n cough still not ok
haiz..in pain..suffering in pure silence..no one noes the pain i'm going thru..
i wont say that i'm so in pain as in sickness
but i'm pain when it concerns love
today, went online happily..tot it was another gr8 day to be home alone
till i saw jie qin's nick
my heart skipped a beat, or two, or three, i dont know
his nick actually said "waiting 4 tt oni1"
obviously i noe wat he meant
y muz he still put that as his nick???
i nv knew a heart like mine could endure the pain of being in love with him
frm all my crushes frm p4 till sec1(excluding jie qin), i was nv hurt, cos they din noe i liked them, n i din confess
only till now, when i finally realised that how important it is to tell someone u love him/her, i confessed
but i didnt expect this kind of turnout
he wants to wait? i'll wait too..

2003-11-26T11:10:00.000+08:00

Sick again this morning
ended up staying at home instead of going band
waited in the clinic for an hour..but i dun mind lar..i have time..haha..
got MC for two days..good..at least can show them i'm really sick rather than letting them hav an impression that i'm playing sick to skip band
i have good news!!!!!! i am not going to Shanghai anymore cos i m sick!!!!!! cos i friday going marz..
wah..so damn happy lehz..but quite wasted lorz..air ticket book liao, visa make liao, clothes pack liao, insurance buy liao, etc
but Shanghai is really cold, n i will get sicker if i go there
however, i feel bad leh, my parents spend money n time n then last minute like that..
today grandma went to China also..now left me 1 person at home..
sick..cannot do anything, except for sticking to the com and updating my blog..

2003-11-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

Today i went all the way to sengkang to visit me aunt
woke up in the morning wif sore throat again
plus cough, plus flu
rather poor resistance against illness, huh?
haiz..duno whether can make it to Shanghai anot..but will be better if i do not need to go.. =D haha..lolxX
but i went to rush my 50 articles leh..haha..but nvm larz..the faster i finish the better..cos i hav more time to stare at the year book or go tiong bahru!! haha..jkjk
everytime i pass tiong bahru i will be wondering if he is there wan leh..
band play love song i oso thk of him lehz..
tml band start at 7.30..must go to sch so early..then cannot go see doctor..i really feel sick leh..sore throat pain like hell, sneeze and sneeze the whole day, and now a bit feverish..
oh god, please help me!!!!

2003-11-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

This morning i had to wake up as early as 6.30 cos i got to go band
argh..
when i woke up in the morning, my throat hurt again
what kind of medicine is it???!!!
there was a new recruit at band today
ok..to be precise..a p6 student who wants to come to qtss n join band..
his name is yi hong and it reminds me of hong jie qin
ok well u get my point
3 days more before i go to Shanghai..
and i wanna finish my 50 articles before i go
i've done 42 n there is 8 more to go..
hope i can finish on time yar...

FRIENDSHIP COMPLICATION
i do not know y i annis is so cold towards us now
it seems that we aren't best frenz like b4
we cant tok to one another like we used to
i wonder y me, charmaine and zuhui can be as close as b4 but not annis..
i guess its bcoz me, char n zh still tok on the phone, sms, meet n go to pri sch together, etc
i dun really blame annis for not going back to changkat cos it is really far compared to me
but at least she could like, giv us a call or sms?
when we conferenced the other day, no one actually toked when annis came in
there was total silence
and after awhile annis left cos no one said a word
when me, char n zh conferenced, it was like, so noisy that i couldnt hear myself thk
i do not wan only the 3 of us
i wan the old grp, the 4 of us
i really have no idea how i can patch things up with annis n bcome best frenz again
but i know annis is the type of person who abandon old frenz once she hav new frenz
i m not meant to be insulting..its the fact
n i knew it was the fight i had with her during the beginning of the year
although i had said sorry cos i didnt wan our relationship to turn sour, no one could actually forget wat we said to each other
if i hadnt pick a fight with her, things would hav turned out right
we were still alright at the beginning of the year
i really really really duno wat to do now....

2003-11-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

Stupid
i tot my throat was going to be ok
but this morning somewhere near my throat was really swollen and it was so pain
i didnt go church today!!!
cos my sis was sick..
wanted to irritate karilynn by asking if she stead with caile..
LOL..so bad huh?
anyway, wei wei was thking to go to hai sing when she got 243 and ms chia was like scolding her..haha
is she mad?? wei wei, come queenstown! haha..i'm mad..qtss onlie need 208 lehz..then so far for her somemore..haha..
wat abt ryan?? haiz..maybe pasir ris crest..i hope so!!! same school as
him!!!!!! then he can help me dig info..haha..
on friday the snp bookstores deliverer delivered my sec2 bks to my house
i was like looking thru the science txtbk as soon as i got it
i was staring at those pages
haha...yuck..gross..LOL

2003-11-22T16:08:00.000+08:00

okay...i hav recovered from my sore throat..
*whew*
today was the release of the PSLE results
do u thk HE went back??
i dun thk so and i hope not
wei wei got 243, dawn 250, franscesca 22+ and ryan 210!!! not relle sure abt andrea..din get a chance to ask wei wei
haiz...ryan cried leh..i knew he was working very hard cos i seldom saw him online and he seldom reply to my SMSes too
perhaps he was concentrating too much and was under too much pressure abt him n dawn..he told me n charmaine
we wanted to help him but he said we could never understand
i could, ok? i hav been thru those times before too
ryan's dreams was to go Anglican High/Dunman Sec.....
i duno the feeling of working damn hard but not getting perfect results
but i know the feeling of not working hard and getting poor results..it sucks
i juz hope that ryan will work harder in sec1
right now, i hav finally learnt my lesson not to be defiant anymore
anyway, when we were outside doing our sectionals during band today
i saw someone in scouts clothes coming out
which means there was scouts today!!!!!!
but where is jie qin!!!!!!!!
at tiong, i saw one of se hao's and jie qin's fren(if i wasnt wrong)
then i was wondering where is jie qin!!!!!!
why isnt he there!!!!!
i miss him sooo much!!!!!

2003-11-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

juz came back from bugis after shopping with charmaine and zuhui
hee..so glad to see them and ms chia too
had lunch with ms chia (aka prawny) at simei foodcourt and saw junjie..haha..
then ms chia had to go for prize giving so we went to bugis
havent kill ryan yet..said want to return me the money for prawny's present but he forgot to bring..argh
went to take neoprint..twice! $16 lehz..but quite nice larz..n we were like luffing and took up so much time while other ppl juz came out within a couple of minutes..haha..lol
the turnout was kinda nice but would be better if annis was inside..easier to split the pictures and cost
then went city hall...nothing much tho..so went back
kinda fun to see old frenz but we walked too much that my leg hurts..hehe
and found out that karilynn(church fren) was zuhui's classmate..can it be anymore of coincidence??

2003-11-20T10:45:00.000+08:00

My sore throat was so bad today that i had to go and see a doctor
And i spent half an hour in the clinic WAITING!!!!
And the bloody doctor charged me $28!!!!!!
I took my medicine and the stupid bitter taste is still in me mouth!!!
I was planning to go back to primary school tomorrow
I wonder whether HE is there!!!!! i wanna c him!!!!!
On saturday, its the release of PSLE results!!!! i wanna go back to c ryan, wei wei, frans, andrea, etc etc take their results!!!! but got band!!!! FREAK..
And who knows maybe HE is going too!!!!
Argh!!! i'm going mad over him again!!!!! Help!!!

2003-11-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

I woke up in the morning with a TERRIBLE sore throat
It was better after taking some stupid giant tablet
But its back again!!!! ARGH
I hate the feeling of being sick
*Signs*
Anyway, i found out that there's a really cute boy in my sis class
i dunnoe whether i have a crush on him but i really hope not
he's only five!!!!!!
can u imagine me falling in love with a five year old???
LOL!!! *grins sheepishly*

2003-11-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

Argh! I think i am going to be SICK SICK SICK!!!!
Somewhere near my throat hurts so much!!!!
Maybe ate too much fried things..
Going to Shanghai on 28th nov..
*YAY* Taking a plane by myself!
I miss jie qin!!!! I did when back for band lessons but scouts wasnt on that day..
*My heart sinks*
LOL..but i dun RELLE seem to miss him cos i have the year book!!!
Omg.. he's so shuai man!!!!
Why he smile at the camera??!!
He's so shuai when he smile!!!!

2003-11-18T02:08:00.000+08:00

hello~
i'm not really new to blogger
altho it seems that i've juz started using it
aww~
i had troubles with my first few blogs
thats y my fren offered to help me out (sweet huh? *grins*)
thats y i decided to make a comeback! (ehh..sounds stupid..haha..)
okay..getting crappy!